not that nervous... I remember it was shut down for a while a few years ago, but I wasn't affected as much since I wasn't an active user
(I also had other sites to use, rofl)
The whole YD situation messed me up I never finished blind play after it (sadly) reply
spent hours grinding for free points on this jp website to buy the raws for a manga bc it stopped undating for almost a year on mggo, I started to teach myself jp to translate them but I was taking college courses in highschool and so sleep deprived that I could only upload the raws on bat0 and prayed that someone would pick it up (spoiler alert: s...... reply