Ok so this is me realising I might be in love with my enby friend. I'm a straight girl-
I mean they are the first person to make me feel comfortable and now we kinda got into an argument and that made me realise I "love" them. I honestly don't know how to distinguish this. I just feel super safe with them and got really jealous when they started ge...... reply
I can't be the only one that does this and I sympathise with you if you do.
At this point, I'm convinced I can't stop lying even though I made lots of improvement from how I was when I was 13-17. I still lie over the stupidest things and it personally makes me feel like shit and hate myself. I honestly don't know how to stop it at this point but at least I know I do it.
But the main problem is the guilt after lying about something petty like mangas, anime or an experience and it ruins the whole thing for me and now a lot of things I love and like are tied to the side of me I hate the most.
did liked someone i shouldn't like
did listen to a song on repeat
