Seeing the shadows of jaehee’s uncle and his girlfriend having sex right in front of jaehee is so fucking horrifying. Like it genuinely made me put down my phone. He didn’t deserve any of this, oh my sweet baby jaehee.
DON’T FREAKING HAVING SEX WHEN CHILDREN ARE IN THE HOUSE. they’re smoking around him, never engaging with him, swearing, practically half naked, the neglect like-
He’s so innocent and naive I feel so bad cuz this story is just him getting dragged by every character we meet. I wanna see him happy, loved and protected and able to live a normal life.
The way he feels scared that cheonho’s gonna leave him, oh my heart feeling sick all I wanted was to see a cute dumb uke get cracked and now I’m sad.
The ml (yuwon) is such a clueless absolute idiot, it drives me crazy bro.. the mc (jaewon) openly asks to spend time with him, be roommates, and be affectionate (like ask me to stay when i leave) and yuwon is like “ew, I don’t like youuu, go away”, (STUPID TSUNDERE DUMBASS (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸 meanwhile in his head: “pls lemme hit,, jaewon, just one chance, I want u so bad, i wish you liked me too” OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYESSS HE WANTS YOU!! (He just kinda didn’t know it yet, teehee)
But again, the mc is also just an idiot as well, so they’re perfect for each other. I’m really enjoying this, and I can’t wait for them to makeout and fuck crazy style!!
Tome, It’s just kinda boring. nothing fucking happens they just have sex and the semes falling in love is just not believable. Lack of any interesting character traits, I have no reason to like the pathetic shy uke and the playboy absent minded seme, no development at all. they feel flat af and one dimensional. As a result even the smut is boring to me. Idk maybe it’s cute to some people.







In the middle of it, I did have my complaints because the love seemed so one-sided from the seme’s side and the uke doesn’t really seem to return the feelings at all. But seeing the comments below how you can sorta read this as a story about homophobia like that really changed my mind. It still definitely has its flaws but.. lemme ramble.
I think a lot of us usually read stories where the straight top refuses to romantically acknowledge the gay bottom in favor of a purely sexual relationship, while knowingly taking advantage of their feelings, hurting both of them in the process. Clearly it’s more than that, but internalized homophobia, the belief that it won’t work out, it’s unnatural, prevents them from thinking seriously about themselves.
These are all things that Hyeon-ho says, but unlike the usual, he’s the bottom. It’s not like this is some groundbreaking bl, but I do think it’s kinda unique. You can see himself talking about his bullshit justification for why he can’t also like alphas like “See Junhyeok, i like omegas (or women in the case of our regular world) because I’m an alpha and of course I’ll have a biological reaction and act like an animal, and if you met them you would like omegas too”, “you’re messed up for being attracted to alphas” But Hyeon-ho himself keeps delaying the confession to his boss. For what reason? I don’t know. Feels like he started crushing to prove a point to himself.
The omega boss’ reaction is so interesting too, because yeah he only got disgusted at the idea that hyeon-ho was the bottom, but he was fine with them fucking, so it’s like only gay if you bottom? Lmao just classic bs homophobia.
Anyway the student junhyeok tutored is the absolute goat for texting him about what was bouta go down, just dropped a bombshell and dipped. She was shocked at first, but love is love. Just an ally thru and thru.
Wow, I’m honestly so surprised because I really didn’t look at it that deeply while reading But now that you’ve pointed all of this out, I completely agree with you. I think I was so focused on the one-sidedness of their relationship that I didn’t really stop to think about what the story was actually trying to say underneath it all.
The whole internalized homophobia angle makes so much sense, especially with how Hyeon-ho keeps making excuses for himself while simultaneously judging Junhyeok for basically doing the exact same thing. And I LOVE what you said about the omega boss too, the fact that he was completely fine with them having sex but suddenly disgusted by the idea of Hyeon-ho being the bottom is such a painfully classic form of homophobia Like, apparently it’s only gay when you bottom lmao.
And now that you mention it, Hyeon-ho’s whole attitude really does feel like he’s trying to convince himself of something rather than genuinely believing all the bullshit he’s saying. That makes his character a lot more interesting to me.
Also YES, the student was an absolute queen for that text She understood the assignment.