This entire book, it has been hitting me, but seeing her see them....I screamed ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
About 15 months ago I was struggling with my sexuality and how I was supposed to act around the girl I was growing to love, who was my friend for over 4 years. I always like to call her my wife and she'd just giggle blush a little, but I made the horrible mistake of distancing myself from her, and hurt her deeply by doing so. I didn't know this since she always had people by her side. I tried to make it better but she wouldn't respond and the one time she did, it was pure acid. I think I still love her but this story really made me want to cry （/TДT)/
He's so innocent! Something dark inside me just wants to define himლ(´ڡ`ლ)
maybe defile is what you mean... coz me too XD
I couldn’t tell you if I was screaming and throwing my phone more than I was laughing at how insane this is. I’m just hoping that my therapist won’t be too traumatized (￣∇￣")