I don't like telling people about my past, but when i have to they always sympathetic about it, but also confused me with a ridiculous statement. There's a time someone told me, "but you look so well, you don't look like someone who had gone throughout all of that" man idk I just think that slicing my wrist isn't worth it, why do I have to torture ...... reply
The thought of me being a loser's what shopping me from wanting to die, especially when i know i have the ability to continue and to become better, luckily i have passed this phase years ago, right now im trying to enjoy a little bit of life while exploring new things reply
did not sleep
