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I lowkey wish the chasing arc was a bit longer tbh but its whatever. also i still want jaekyung to bring up what happened in chapter 34 bc like wtf why does kim dan still not know abt that weird shit but it seems way to late to bring that back up lmao

also this is probably only the ending of the main story "jinx" but the jinx is broken, so the story is over. we will get side stories of them AND heesung and potato yall i believe in it, mingwa wont let this be the end of them.

wait guys I think jaekyung waited outside for dan because he didnt want him to walk to the apartment alone, bc the last time he went up there alone, he was stabbed, and jaekyung's worried he'd be hurt again.

also a separation arc was probably the best way to go imo. they both gotta figure their feelings out, especially jaekyung. he's barely had a redemption arc (i know he has redeemed himself a bit and he is better than before) but he could do with a little more suffering and groveling

he also needs to admit to what he did in chapter 34 at some point too bc i dont think there can really fully be a redemption for jaekyung if he doesnt own up to what he did

this honestly is such a beautifully written bl imo. I know its mostly supposed to be goofy and theres a lot of comedy aspects but it really is so deep. the characters emotions are portrayed so perfectly and it feels real. it really is so gorgeous and its definitely one of my favorites fs

sorry for the longest rant ever, if someone actually reads through this whole thing and wants to share their opinions with me im open to anything, I dont judge.

but there is so much debate about this story and honestly both sides are so annoying imo. as a reader of jinx I can say that I do really enjoy the story but it does piss me off. it HAS come a long way and the character development has honestly just been realistic. of course jaekyung's not just gonna magically be a better person one day. and i think him choosing the match over his feelings for dan is simply just realistic. hes worked most of his life to get to where hes at. and especially with the circumstances that put him into this life of mma in the first place, why would he give it up? he wants the little kid in him to defeat his father at the end of the day, and he thinks winning is going to do that.

in my total honesty i am still not the biggest fan of jaekyung up to this point of the story. I feel for him and I understand his determination. and i do think he has changed. but I still think that hes dumb, and hes still an ass, and he needs to own up to ALL of the shitty things hes done to kim dan. yes, hes apologized to kim dan about being an asshole, and in chapter 90 he came to the realization that he was just as shitty (if not, worse) as the hospital warden, or the loan sharks. but i wish we could have seen him truly be torn apart about it and honestly just take a step back from dan. but instead, we just got more sex, and then he was just magically okay with himself afterword.

AND, I still want him to own up to what happened in ch. 34 (the heesung incident). the fact that kim dan STILL has no idea about what jaekyung did really upsets me. i want to see jaekyung on his hands and knees begging for forgiveness, and i want to see kim dan NOT give him that forgiveness. I want to see kim dan be selfish and truly choose himself. I think the "chasing arc" that we got when kim dan moved to the beach, was really weak. jaekyung chased after him for his own selfish needs at the time. yes, I get that he hadnt realized his emotions for kim dan at that point but still, it was a weak chasing arc and I would be happy if we got another stronger one at some point. to be honest, im not a fan of timeskips in stories, but I wouldn't be mad about one in this story, where kim dan finds a job and finds himself, and finally completely cuts fully away from jaekyung and then they meet again in the future where jaekyung finally fully asks for forgiveness (on his knees with tears shed ofc, lol).

although I may be a jaekyung hater some of the time I do truly think he has had character development. and im not saying hes a green flag at this point at all. he still has a long way to go before I will ever believe hes a green flag and people that think he is one at this point are wrong, but he has had development and im excited to see his future growth.

also, I feel like im backtracking a little, but I think that people defending jaekyung sa-ing dan by saying, "it was a transactional relationship", is genuinely weird. just because he was paying dan for sex doesnt make any of the brutal things he did to him any better. and on the other side of the spectrum, I think people that hate on people that read this story are weird too. yes people are entitled to their own opinions about things and i would not blame a person for hating this story (there has been many times where I have). but a lot of the people that do enjoy this story, dont enjoy it just for the angst, or the toxicity. they enjoy it because they see the potential of the characters and the potential of it having a good ending. I think if people really want to loudly express so much hate on jinx, they need to express it loudly about other toxic stories too like low tide in twilight, painter of the night, roses and champagne, etc. etc. (dont hate me for using those stories as examples, im not saying i like or dislike any of those stories, I personally havent read some of them yet so I don't have opinions on them as of right now). but this is coming from somebody who has read their fair share of toxic yaois and non toxic yaois, and enjoyed both, so I can understand both sides of people's opinions.

thank you, thats all.

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