i think its called moralless? iremember reading smth like that
reading this again after watching mysterious skins is like watching a similar version of neil highly recommend if u can handle triggering stuff to watch it, it helped me see pyeonghwas character better. this trope and story is one of a kind and its hard to understand if ur not used to these kinds of media, so if u do want to give it a chance familiarise urself w media similar to it so u can actually comprehend whats going on