cherryspit_

he is a villain by the devil's law he is a killer just for fun, fun, fun, fun that man's a snitch and unpredictable he’s got no conscience, he got none, none, none, none

damn I really don’t know how to feel about who she ends up with I really do love both kou & tatsuo. I mean kou & asahi basically helped each other get over their traumas (even though there are indeed lingering feelings about their pasts that’s normal & I think when they were together they didn’t think about their traumas at all), no matter what relationship they’re in & even when they’re single they still miss each other & long for that connection again, yes kou was insecure & he was really shitty for breaking up with her but he did feel like she was too good for him so he wanted to better himself for her which he did & it’s something that happens in a lot of relationships & as of right now although he does want her back he also wants her happy & he’s sad to be only her friend but he’s okay with it as long as she gets what she deserves & I think that says a lot about him as a man. the thing with tatsuo is (I don’t hate him I’m just wary when it comes to him) I think that he was lonely after his divorce & he went for the first thing he could find that was nearly the complete opposite of his wife someone he knew would willingly behave however he preferred someone who had been pinning for him for so long, he ended his marriage due to his wife’s intense jealousy but he’s behaving not nearly as extreme as his wife did but I could certainly see him turning into something like that, also he said asahi was being “hot & cold” when that’s literally the exact description of his behavior, then in the beginning when he told her he didn’t care who she sees & he didn’t want them to bother each other I just felt like that was very off putting like why ask her to be in a relationship in the first place if that’s how you want it to be?? all in all I’m just very confused when it comes to him, if he wants to keep asahi in his life he needs to be way more forthcoming with her, I like him but I am completely rooting for kou he’s seemingly changed (for her mind you!) he wishes her nothing but complete & utter happiness even if that means it’s without him, he helped with her trauma & assured her many times, he was even willing to be on bad terms with his family to stay with her, this man loves her through rain & shine. I’m sure he could give her the happy ever after she’s looking for, if she doesn’t end up with him I will be sad bc I believe he’s her soulmate & he deserves a second chance honestly.