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It's much more depressing than i thought.... I thought it will be a cute story where unrequited love become mutual and the conflict just will be a triangle love or stuff... But wow... Wow.... It's hella sad dude, just read the novel and it makes me feel... Empty.... Hum...
Okay, just fyi i haven't got to the ending of the novel bcs the translator of the novel recent update only have 7 chapter ( the novel contains 8 ch + 2 side story)
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So basically MC is have a really severe depression, And i could say that one of the triggers was when MC broke up with Joongwo(?). He really tried clinging to joongwo to not break up with him (this is showing that MC is afraid of being left behind alone). Bcs his mom left him to go to the moon after she saw that MC is kissing another man (his ex). That's basically what makes our MC so afraid of being left bcs his mom left him first.
And the biggest problem then occour, which is.....
Philip killed him self (he shot himself), and that is the turning point of MC wanting to kill himself too. Sering how depressed Philip to the point he suicide makes MC thought that, he too need to do what Philip do.
There'a a quote by the MC "when you watch a boring movie with your friend. And then your friend choose to left the cinema, what would you do? Stay and watch or you follow your friend and left too?" This implied that MC is considering whether he need to follow Philip or no.
And that basically showing how depressed MC is after the accident in the pods, he confess that 1 year in the space had make him go nuts. They called it, dust space disease if i'm not wrong.
And, after the incident with Philip, MC choose to sell his house and move to Houston (this is the latest chapter translator update for the novel), in Houston MC really think hard to decided if he want to kill himself or just stay there and keep on live.
Also, what make me sad and tear up is because how the novel really good at describing depression and suicide, it makes me personally think "is that what a depressed person always thought" because the way the translator describing it was so.... Beautiful and sad at the same time...
And that's it, that the spoiler but not the ending tho i haven't read to that far yet.
Also, i'm sorry if it's hard to understand because english is not my language.
Hope you understand what i'm saying mate ╥﹏╥










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