hi, i think u will need to make an ao3 acc cus the fic is locked (meaning, only those with ao3 acc could access the fic), that's why u couldn't find it anywhere
here's the link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/84869621?view_full_work=true
(i skim thru the story and im pretty sure it's the fic ur talking about)
as for ur question on how to mak...... 1 reply
did block a user in mangago
did tried to kill yourself
