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I cannot even begin to comprehend the emotional rollercoaster i just went on as i completely binged this masterpiece! I had tears lingering on the tips of my lashes wondering whether or not to fall. Whether or not to fall full of happiness or sadness or even pure disgust only to be riddled with questions and confused understanding in the next panel. The amount of relation you feel only to be coldly pulled away then drawn right back in as you celebrate with the characters or wonder what will happen next. How will they turn out? What are they thinking? The realism from not always knowing. From seeing the characters through one persons eye only to finally get your answer through anothersany chapters later. Like a complete breath of fresh air. This has literally changed my life and now im sitting in bed writing this with trembling hands and goosebumps all over.
So I'm looking for a shoujo tragedy manga and i think its a bunch of one shots but i remember one story where the girldied in a river and at the beginning everyone passed by being like "why is there a random puddle its really hot out" and she meets her boyfriend and at the end he tells her shes a ghost and no one but him can see her and its really sad but i must find it please help!
The worst feeling for me is when an amazing shounen Ai *cough* Komatta toki *cough* is border line yaoi and i use many lives to read all the chapters and just nothing ever goes past it and it's so frustrating because they are so perfect and lovey and just ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ a piece of me dies every time :'(
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So on one hand this is (as far as my self history lessons have taught me) a very historically accurate representation of what it was like (and still is in some places) where royalty was brash because of their status and was brought up with the mindset that anything and everything was theirs to play chess with in their game of life. Overall the writing style and flow is spot on where, even though you cannot stand the male leads, you want to keep reading because the skill of the author is quite amazing. On the other hand the misogynistic mindset our male lead is showing along with some messed up stockholm syndrome (also known as "patience" according to ML) through our modern eyes we absolutely feel repulsed though his objectified thinking and turn more towards fares or other side characters who show a more modern and non- hierarchical mindset in terms of love and protection. Then we have prince cesar who is not only the seemingly best for our FL in terms of personality, but we cannot forget the fact that if it weren't for him she would never be in this beautiful disaster to begin with.