OK. So I'm 48 chapters in and I don't know. I have those moments where I stop and think do I read this til the end? Then I continue. And these thoughts appear more often chapter for chapter. It's just so lame. The MC is cute, I mean, man I know just stick to your first love and all but MAN don't sleep with the ML when he's such a dick. And what's more, don't bed him when you haven't spoken about your feelings bro this shi* feels so unfinished emotionally wise. Ok, ML has a disorder I get that BUT is this love he feels or is this anything else? He hasn't sorted that out. Bcuz man, you sleep with MC after literally saying 'guys r disgusting' yet you fully enjoy pounding that a**. You act jealous yet you don't wanna say you like him romantically. Bro, that is just annoying. Is this getting any better? Idk. Will I finish this? Idk. But I'm close to the end and I know the end will be a**. I just sense it.
Can someone recommend me some yuri with the MC or FL looking handsome/manly like in here?
Soft!masc MC/FL:
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/handsome_girl_and_sheltered_girl/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/asagao_to_kase_san/ (SEQUEL: https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yamada_to_kase_san/)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/big_love_from_ultra_deep_space/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/shinyuu_ni_sukina_hito_ga_dekitarashii/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/drown_in_the_angel_s_swamp/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/living_will/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_day_of_the_shooting_star/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/love_gives_me_superpowers/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/watashi_to_kanojo_no_kawaii_koi_no_hajime_kata/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_star_next_door/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/surrender_to_love/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/miss_forensics/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sukeban_to_tenkousei_ga_kudaranai_asobi_o_suru_dake_no_hanashi/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/my_angel_childhood_friend_was_a_gal_when_we_met_again/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_song_that_transcends_this_world/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/cheerful_amnesia/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sora_haena/ (main and 2nd side couple)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/usotsuki_hanayome_to_dousei_kekkon_ron/ (cheating)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/futsuu_no_koitte_nani/ (love triangle - A and B love C, internalized homophobia)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sabori_nara_hokenshitsu_de_douzo/ (age gap, school nurse-student relationship)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/dark_mermaid/ (bullying, sexual harassment and assault, attempted sexual assault, blackmail)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/marie_and_alex/ (master-servant relationship, BDSM)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kill_switch/ (love triangle)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/umineko_sou_days/ (incestuous side couple)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/love_thy_neighbor_2/ (toxic relationship, adultery)
Butch MC/FL:
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/my_princess_charming/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tsukuritai_onna_to_tabetai_onna/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/shwd_pseudo/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/himitsu_no_hanazono/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/eat_u_up/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/too_blue_to_call_love/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_guy_she_was_interested_in_wasn_t_a_guy_at_all/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/aoi_kun_9792_is_so_handsome_it_hurts/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/liberta/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/please_pick_my_love_too/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/lemon_pie_night/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/make_it_real/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tsuki_to_suppin/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_handsome_tanned_girlfriend_who_s_easy_to_please/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/pathetic_sunbae/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_princess_is_now_the_duke/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/asagiiro_no_saudade/ (attempted suicide)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/your_false_embrace/ (adultery, depictions of miscarriage)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/all_s_nice/ (dub-con)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/for_garbage/ (adultery)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sora_haena/ (first side couples is butch x femme; first side couple features an age gap and former teacher-student relationship)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_villainess_and_the_woman_who_would_do_anything_for_the_sake_of_love/ (short story)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hottie_s_heel_uncensored/ (one-shot)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/you_as_you_are/ (one-shot)
Butch x butch:
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/makoto_senpai_no_mae_de_wa_kakko_tsukerarenai/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/asahi_to_satsuki/ (one-shot)









Honestly, I like the fact that the bullying wasn't too bad for Jun. It was only light bullying. Which is great. But, honestly, Yohan threatened him with "you'll be going through hell after what you've done to me". So, did I miss something? Or did Yohan just say this in the spur of the moment? Because what we've got here and what ppl who read the novel were so upset about was merely a light shower of hate and harassment for Jun in my opinion. Maybe Jun's personalityis just so strong, mentally tough and all, that it didn'tseem too bad for him. Idk. I just thought there would be more....of a suffering..? NOT THAT I WANTED THAT FOR HIM. That's just what I noticed. Idk. So is everything chill now between the boys or what?
I think there's more suffering coming.