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hi, i’m looking for this bl manga where the seme wanted revenge on the uke because some years ago he had raped him, so he raped him back, there was this whole issue about the company where they worked, and the uke had an unrequited love with the one that stole info from the company something like that? the seme has blond hair and the uke dark brown hair, plsss since all my lists have disappeared now im trying to rebuild them with the stories that i sometimes re read but mangas always have names harder to remember ╥﹏╥