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Bechamel July 2, 2026 11:50 pm

Fuuuck i love all the characters... im actual dogshit at names so bear with me . Idk if mc is autistic but i think even if she "just" has aspd or something i find her really relatable. She takes everything at face value but isnt entirely naive like a child would be, (AND 1% LESS AUTISTIC GUY ACTUALLY APOLOGISES FOR INFANTILISING HER) and doesnt understand other people, and people dont understand her either. Shes so isolated and even though shes apparently had medical intervention theres not really any support for her socially or economically, hell neither of her parents shouldve had custody of her judging by what we know about her past. Shes so thankful for 1% less autistic guy telling her how she should act and why she should act that way because he understands her . GOD . And the psycho larper is such a good character as well even tho she pisses me off like crazy. Seems like shes been sexually abused and groomed by that art teacher bc of her preexisting vulnerability. I interpreted it as her having bpd or something and escalating her 'crazy behaviour' in the face of a "real manic pixie dream girl". Its really sad, esp now that shes all depressed and forming a new persona because it wasnt working.

I like that even tho mc is the one with actual "sociopath" tendencies and does some cruel things bc she is really just built that way and doesnt really get it, its mostly "normal" people with seemingly not so severe problems that are going out of their way to be cruel and taking enjoyment out of it. 1% more autistic guy, and also mc both do some degree of manipulating people but it just doesnt feel as bad as when crying girl does some mastermind level teengirl chess or larp nutjob actively exploiting The Girl With A Disability for her inferiority complex.

1% more autistic guy (student council guy) really speaks to me too... hes more calculating about his social life, and life in general. Im not sure if their differences can only be attributed to him growing up probably pretty well off in a not so comically abusive family or if he really is like congenitally 1% less autistic than moeblob mc . Doesnt matter i suppose. But i really like that he clearly has sympathy for moeblob mc bc they really are similar to eachother, but represses it bc those are things that he has to cover up for his image. The scene where he prays for those kittens and throws them in the trash compared to how moeblob buried them (before digging them back up) was so genius to me.

Honorable mentions to orangeboy for being a loser but kinda real with it but still a cringy loser about it, and repressed homosexual guy.

Bechamel April 12, 2026 1:57 pm

I like Rassha and hope he gets help from a reliable adult lol but i dont know if he would be very accepting of being with dr heo bc i think hes too independent and aware of the abuse his research somewhat indirectly caused him. He does seem to have a messed up worldview bc of his experiences so i doubt hed have a particularly large grudge against him even if he did end up learning about Heos connection to the lab.. idk. Same goes for murasaki, and with her im sure he wouldnt like her attitude

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Bechamel June 13, 2024 10:24 pm

Hi lol im trying to get into yuri more but ive noticed that their plot is usually a bit lackluster compared to my taste in yaoi (ive been reading for so long i cant rly stomach super cliche plots). I Love Amy and that one pirate yuri i forgot the name of are good examples of awesome yuri i like . But those r the only ones i know that arent just noncon fem4fem traumaporn.

    msrenplspunishme June 14, 2024 12:14 am

    hey there! here's a few good ones :) :
    On a Leash
    Opium
    Getting to Know Grace
    Kill Me Now

Bechamel August 1, 2023 10:06 pm

Actually even just slice of life or anything would be nice, i really like homeless / no home and stories with like korean underworld mythology stuff where its mainly set in a normal modern setting. But theres ghosts so its cool. If u have any u like link them here i will love u forever

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