My heartbreak with the censoring aside, it's amazing how such a fcked up story, with a convoluted start, has one of the most beautiful portrayals of love I read. There's so many moments where I thought they wouldn't last but oh god they did, and it was so good. So many compromises and sacrifices done for the sake of remaining together, and still there's no regret. It actually true love ohmygod. I'm honestly so happy for this couple jfc and then they keep making these decisions to make their significant other happy, mc made a death pact just so he can assuage the mls fear, talk about dedication. Likewise, ml literally changed his entire outlook in life just to be with mc cuz he knows if he continues down that path he'll die early/commit something irreversible.
IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL ╥﹏╥ I WISH WE GET MORE CHAPTERS OF THEM BEING HAPPY, THEY FCKING DESERVE IT AFTER GOING THROUGH SO MUCH I LOVE THEM
I know for sure the author desperately wanted this story to be bl but unfortunately can't, so they're doing the best they could to make everything seem "platonic", even though they've got the subtlety of a stampede. They can't help but put tons of scenes reeking of innuendos. It's basically mpreg with a twist ohmygod ╥﹏╥ and the artist is definitely in cahoots with the gay agenda cuz why is a scene where Yoojin is suffering looks so sexy? Umm!??? Choking ans chains jfc the men are out to get him
Anyways, I wanna read some fanfiction now featuring yoojin getting it
Mc is getting dragged by everyone (as he should) but I'mma defend my boi even if I'm alone in doing so. HE'S JUST A DUMMY, PRACTICALLY A BABY WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE, HE DOESNT KNOW SHT PLEASE HAVE MERCY ON HIM （/TДT)/
Honestly though, it's really cruel of him to make ml hope for something more that he can't and won't give. But he literally isn't as emotional as a regular person. He never even thought of himself capable of feeling love. It's actually already a huge progress on his part to acknowledge that he does feel something for Juheon, he just isn't aware that it's love.
I always eat it up when a character is a newbie at love, bonus points if they never thought they're capable of it. It's so relatable, I live vicariously through them cuz I've never fallen in love myself ╥﹏╥ go get y'all's mans!
I need mc and the psychic to meet, as well as the bl writer cmonnnnnnn I've already read fics with them as friends and the dynamic is so good cuz they're all meta in some way, people who in some way or another, aware of how this world works. Mc who knows the truth and does his best to escape it, the writer who's wish already came true and the psychic who suffers from knowing way too much and too little at the same time. Plus, I just want them to have their own people who can understand them, they've been lone wolves all this time and I honestly feel so bad for the psychic, he's been taking damage after damage ever since his introduction ╥﹏╥
Adult mc is definitely gonna beat the crap out of his younger self if they ever meet. He's his own enemy ╥﹏╥ all his efforts to avoid flags only to be fcked over by baby mc establishing the first chapter of his own bl manga. He can win against the bl world's machinations but he ain't gonna win against himself (≧∀≦) honestly though he's really charming and adorable, I get why the universe is trying so hard to pair him up with basically all the tropes lol
Paljae may not instinctively know feelings and emotions, but he certainly knows Ryeong. That part where he looked like a child and tried to hug Ryeong only to realize it's just clothes left and he's alone, I'm sure he felt that the person he loves is about to disappear. He knows he went too far, that's why he backpedaled and was content with just having his feelings acknowledged, nevermind reciprocated. He was truly hurt when his feelings got disregarded by the person who has it.
He may have just recently found the name to describe it, but all along, love has been what it is.
I LOVE MCs PERSONALITY SO MUCH AHHHHHHH(≧∀≦)
A tsunderes shenanigans ain't gonna work on him, he also got impenetrable boundaries damn he's not playing around with the in game relationship lol, he shuts down any hint of flirting. I'm honestly enjoying the slow burn cuz we're seeing so much personality and depth from the characters, I need me some more loreeeeeee. I'm so curious how the mc got his attitude and sass, I aspire to be as no nonsense as him lmaoooo
They were having such a cute moment, ohlala what's with the look, you ruined everything!!!
It's like they gave us a taste of such a sweet scene and then bam! Here's some bitter angst next chapter ╥﹏╥ I really thought the chapter's gonna end with me grinning like a loon but turns out I'm gonna be anxious noooooooooo
Okay, so Kanna actually has taste when it comes to stories given the fact she didn't like the book she transmigrated to, but then I wonder why she was so insistent and firm with the belief that villains should have a bad ending. She even forced Sylph into becoming the villainess when she was the furthest thing from being one, especially when she's aware of how the actual villainess in the story acted. What made her change her mind? I'm so curious ohmygod this story is really making me think lol
I thought mc was just being an ass and power tripping when he kicked out the shadow wizard, turns out it was actually for good reason lol. I mean, he was low-key getting molested, I understand why he wanted to fire the common denominator whenever it happens (≧∀≦)
Ohmygod it's so rare to see a character in omegaverse that has a personality outside of the typical tropes. It almost feels like the alpha got isekaid in this universe lol. He's so reasonable and so normal about being aghast to how the world works now that he's experiencing it outside the abo bubble, so adorable (≧∀≦)
What was that scene? That moment they were both naked and kissing in the last panel, is that just fantasy or could it possibly be some kind of flashback? Munryeong has a lot of his memories sealed so it might actually be something that happened in the past ohmygod if that's the case then we're still missing a lot of info regarding their past and oh boy I think we're in for a treat (≧∀≦)
Also, Paljae thrusting like a madman was so funny, he's gonna break Munryeong's back and not in the sexy way lol it looked so ridiculous but I guess the best actor award goes to him cuz Munryeong really thinks he's pure and innocent. I mean, he is cute but he's a menace too
Lala being forward and initiating the kisses and touches really cements the fact that regardless of her reasons for giving in, it is with her consent. I mean, a drop dead gorgeous man is practically begging to bed you, made your dreams come true and has been utterly loyal for decades, who's heart won't skip a beat when presented such devotion?
She loved him as family when he was young, but he's no longer that boy. The years they spent together as guardian and ward is but a drop to the time they were apart. While it may have been a short time in Lala's case, I'm sure it didn't take long for her to realize that Alis is a man, someone who's grown and can no longer be considered a child. Honestly, I'm pretty sure it wasn't just because she wanted to repay him that she's opening her heart, but because she's actually attracted to him and her heart's been open for a while now lol (≧∀≦)
This is the only type of misunderstanding I like lmaoooo it's such a great trope when used for a ridiculous reason. Usually it makes me mad/irritated cuz it does nothing but cause pain and hurt and stupidity in the characters but now I'm excited to see how this blows up cuz for sure it's gonna be funny lol
I would just like to point out that Paljae has no idea what's happening with his body right now, his "lower half" is apparently in pain and about to burst, he's got no clue how to ease it and yet somehow, he knows instinctively that Munryeong has to be under him. He needs to be close, needs to touch and kiss, needs to do something. What that something is remains a mystery for now but I just know Paljae is gonna be a menace when he finally knows exactly what to do ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Also, Munryeong is really doing his best not to go too far with Paljae lol. It was so funny seeing him carving a diçk, picking the right wood to use that was just the right size (≧∀≦)
Ohmygod mc is the type of character I love the most ╥﹏╥ the one who goes for the things they want, right at the moment or when the opportunity is open to do so. Like, just go for it! Especially when there's nothing holding you back and no one will get hurt. I'm always so frustrated when the characters keeps hesitating and losing the things they want, I mean I kinda get that that's what's logical with their character but some development please so they'll finally get what they deserve.
Honestly, it's because I myself keeps trying something new when I'm curious. Oh, the things I'll do if there's a chance to do it...
Sunbae is just so relatable to me. His curiosity and most of all how he doesn't quite get love really got me. Cuz there's a world of difference between reading/writing about love and experiencing it yourself. I've never fallen in love before so there's no point of reference, and even if I did, the chance I just never noticed is high lmao what even is love how can one know it's romantic and not just affection for a friend helppp lol
I know it's been hinted since chapter one that the work he does usually happens at night and is dangerous to the point of getting regularly injured, I wasn't even surprised he's part of the mafia, what caught me off guard is how heavy this manga is lol. I thought it was gonna be a cute slice of life and then I'm hit with the regrets of adulthood, dreams remaining as dreams, unrequited love and the wounds your own family could give. I can feel the impending angst regarding their family issues coming up.
I think both mcs lost faith in the idea of a family because of what happened to them. The kind of people who knows what it's like to be part of a broken home so they're not taking their chances in creating a broken one. They don't want anyone else, moreso their own blood, to experience the things they had to experience. And I guess that's also the reason why they're the ones the mother chose as father figures, even though I just know for sure she slept with other men not just them. She knows that regardless of their feelings in the matter, they'll do a good job of raising her daughter. Ugh I really wish the stakes isn't as high, whatchu mean the mafias involved and there's guns being fired!? My poor fckin heart can't take the stress
I think the MC leaving and breaking Yeonwoo's heart is something only Myungha worries about. Cuz this chapter really doubled down on the fact that Yeowoon is aware he will inevitably get hurt, that what he has is nothing short of a miracle and he knows it might not last. Regardless, for someone who isn't aware that there's a time limit to their time together, he sure is acting like it. Gotta hand it to the ml for the sheer dedication of showing Myungha his love and affection cuz it's definitely working lol. I have a feeling MC isn't only worried about hurting Yeonwoo but also himself cuz he's definitely in love and would be heartbroken in turn when the time for parting comes...
I DON'T KNOW IF IT'S MY DIRTY MIND BUT I DON'T THINK THAT YOOJIN ON HIS KNEES IS SFW
TELL ME WHY I HAD TO IMMEDIATELY COVER MY PHONE WHEN I SAW THAT FCKKKKKK
Anyways, enough about me losing my goddamn mind I wanna talk about how glorious this chapter is. Literally one of my favorite chapters in the novel, and even moreso in the webtoon ლ(´ڡ`ლ) I just really love Yoojin and Hyungjae's relationship dynamics. The banter is so good and its development is so delicious. Starting from treating each other as someone convenient, basically a tool, to someone you can trust with your troubles. Mind you, they're not exactly what you call friends or even comrades but the fact that they trust each other speaks volumes of how they see the other as a person. Yoojin definitely thinks Hyunjae isn't trustworthy but damn it, he knows Hyunjae will get the job done. If that isn't trust then I don't know sht lmaooooo Yoojin's just too stubborn lol
This is the type of unhinge I like lol. The things that I typically side eye in stories such as a large age gap, raising/acting as the guardian for the other, and dubious consent are so good when it makes perfect sense for the story to have these elements. The ml definitely isn't a kind man, the only thing holding him back from full on becoming a monster is his obsession/love with mc, so of course the way he acts reflects it. He's actually pretty tame too... the licking and stuff honestly wasn't such a surprise for me lmao
(Reading stories with the 'Dead dove do not eat' tag on AO3 gave me a bit of armor when it comes to yanderes (￣∇￣")