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I mean, i dont care the sexual past of Jaeha, he can do with his body whatever he wants, but everyone is missing why he is such a "hate atracting" person, he is insecure and selfish, he never thought of how everyone around he would feel about his actions or how that actions will have consequences on the people he "loved", he just though of himself all around, even at the end when they get together for real this time, he never really understand how he damaged Eunho.
The fact that his ex-wife told him that she was hurt because he never told her about his past or how he feel and that's why she choose to divorce him felt so real, but Jaeha never apologizes for what he does, he was a indiferent person who was so afraid to be hurt that he preferred hurting the other one, he never though of what his ex-wife, Eunho o Hyunjoon would feel or how they felt but instead he pushed is own perspective of how they would react and since it was hurtful for him, he just tossed them aside in name of "I love them, so I'm not worthy of them", that's bullshit, that's why I hated him all around, he needed therapy, and Eunho self-esteem. Jaeha always thought that Eunho was gonna be there when he call him, even when he didn't answer his call and change his number, Jaeha didn't think Eunho will fall in love with another person or forget about him just because the author wanted it that way, Eunho could have lived happily because time cures everything, the same with Jaeha, he would easily forget about Eunho in a few years like he did with Hye Sun, nobody is irreplaceable, but the fact that these people who hurt each other in a lot of ways still get together is what bothers me so much, Jaeha didn't suffer in terms of being loved, he was just afraid of being thrown away so he was the person to throw away others, Eunho was hurt so many times for a person who didn't care about him until he was alone and he was the only person behind him, maybe it was true love idc, but I still feel Jaeha needed therapy, he hurt Eunho so many times, if the places were reversed I'm pretty sure everyone would tag Eunho as a scum. Still, happy that Eunho find his "happiness" even tho it's not so realistic ヾ(☆▽☆)