At the halfway point of marinating 10 chapters guys, 5 more to go (￣ヘ￣;)
Compton is so fiery he scares me. He's also kind of...idk, close-minded? Maybe that's the aftereffect of studying under the professor on him as an individual. The orchestra itself is just as scary. They're sort of cultish...
Orchestra seems to worship Compton ! Very eerie vibe
author got us so good with his story line, i love him and hate him at the same time
Ikr. Author could pull off a thriller.
I'm the same with both Compton and the professor. Walter best boi
Soo. I'm on Ch 145 rn. And I just gotta talk a bit about how this has me feeling in general. it's so painful whenever the professor rejects Garam somewhere in the 100s. And even more so when he starts giving him some leeway in his romantic affection but at the same has sex with the sponsor. It's just the type of guy he is. The worst. It's devastating to me, really. And when others are interested in Garam, he's overcome with jealousy and fear and needs to mark him as his own. To top it off he's haunted by his previous manager and sort of projects him on Garam, not quite as a person but as a series of actions- growing tired of him, leaving him. And although I can sort of see him try to be better, there are too many things he can't change.
P. S. I love it when they're domestic and touchy.
I think professor is not having sex w sponsor anymore after doing it w garam
He wasn't but he had started letting Garam in by then.
It's a part of the professor's nature to be violent with the students he had. He was being a gentleman to her, scoring sponsorships, as opposed to the way he was rejecting Garam. And that happened even after he kind of accepted Garam. Then he'd try to soothe him again. He'd be confused why Garam was upset when he spent time with her.
I know no one's obligated to reciprocating someone's feelings towards them, but it hurts to know the professor did it out of loneliness and because he believed hatred would keep them together. It's the I-can't-reciprocate-I-am-doing-this-for-you-so-you-can't-leave-me factor that was really gut wrenching.
Yes professor have serious problems w his nature his overcoming it in steps
Just thinking about the last panel. I wonder if the professor is still haunted by the memories of the guy he loved before. Or if this is garam being portrayed in that same glowy figure now because that's how much he means to the professor. That's how much the professor has come to love him.
Ch 136- spoke too soon
Almost every chapter is so emotionally packed but this chapter really made me cry for some reason.
3 sides and the last one is just a dream after all that amnesia shiet
Consoling myself by remembering that he was drunk outta his mind when he talked about balls. But there's no recovering from the convo they're trying to have at Mokyeon's house rn. Part of me gets that Mokyeon's never done anything like this, and maybe he's just blabbering random things because he's nervous. But bro's gotta lock in, this is the conversation you've wanted to have for months.
Yeah, and they had to bring up the self-harm part too. I guess the author is trying to bring the tone down from something really heavy back to normal, but honestly, it’s not exactly working
Rightt?? And it's not like it's been that long since his attempt. Can't be glossing over that bruhhh
He thinks that mc is doing the same thing (having an extramarital affair) so he wouldn't mind.... It's been 66 chapters of agony bruhh