something HEAVY on the heart <3 especially ones where the mc is just going thru the absolute worst of it, like that ao3 tag “it gets worse before it gets better” LMAO
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/
Shounen ai ... This is the most absolutely heartbreaking I know... I don't know if the ending fits your tag of " it gets worse, before it gets better" since I wasn't able to finished this because of how heavy the story is ...
oh i’ve got two different lists for that
ANGST angst: https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/894385/
made me cry buckets: https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/114638/?filter=&page=1
the type that’s either rlly cute and funny where the mc is the one pining and is a YEARNERRRR or the Angsty angsty ones LOL
BL, GL, BG any is fine
how do I say this? mc is absolutely the one doing the pining (at first) but is in denial for awhile lmao
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yatara_yarashii_fukami_kun/
manga is ongoing, 75 chapters atm with the 8 short episode anime from last year (be warned they did cut a little bit of things such as lines being changed but they fully did include the sex scenes anyway so uncensored version with the dub which is great imo for the win) alongside the live action adaptation
plot summarized: mc (who starts off as a yellow flag) works in an office where he’s popular while also admired by his co workers
however, he’s actually putting up a front and behind his mask he’s a narcissistic playboy who cannot find love despite hooking up with guys and being on dating apps
he’s also judgmental seeing as how he rates his own hookups and people
however everything changes when he meets the ml who’s fellow a co worker of his but also his own polar opposite with the two going on a business trip and hooking up which results in them making a deal that if mc doesn’t fall for him they can keep sleeping together
75 chapters omg… THANK YOU FOR THE MEAL.
Here you go darling I got a list Enjoy!
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/3352844/
omg thank you!?
No problem dear! Don’t forget to follow and/or rec it as well so you don’t lose it and get updates on the stories ❣I hope you have fun!