Started reading this comic during 2021, I ended up dropping it during 2022- 2023, came back to it the last these past two years, happy enough to say that I officially finished it, did reading is coming gonna make me pull my hair out? Yes, yes it did but overall did it have some nice parts yes, and horrible parts. But overall, I’m happy enough to say that officially finished this comic.
Words cannot explain how much I have become so attached to this comic, this has become one of my top three favorite comics/Bls despise there being some things I wish could’ve been different overall such a beautiful story, the art everything. I will be rereading this over and over again. I’m so happy that these two got they’re happy ending, and hopefully the author can make another wonderful comic :).
First of all, what the fuck did I actually just read and second of all as sick and weird and twisted and what the hell of a story this is why is the art so fucking good? I wish half of my favorite comics could even look like this?? in the first flashback or second flashback I’m not sure of the dad and the mother where she was whipping him. I’m going to be completely honest I wouldn’t mind a comic of just them too. But besides from that, this comic kind of sort of reminds me of another Bl, called “perfect relationship” the only thing that I find similar to it is the whole “son” has a weird thing for their father. Genuinely I think this comic could’ve been good if they didn’t have the whole Dad x “son” thing going on, and also the art style is just oh my God it’s amazing.
First of all, they really hit you with the hold on “try to sympathize with the abuser” for a hot second..WHICH WOW.. I still can’t believe that his dad did not give a fuck and just had fucking orgies in front of boss??? so obviously I think everybody knows watching porn or seeing sexual stuff at a young age messes up your mind a lot, so what I’m trying to get from this, the whole “you would fulfill my fantasies of taking someone’s life” I still can’t wrap that around my head I know in one of the chapters, boss saw his dad choking out some guy mid sex did that fuck him up even more? Or was it just jealousy obviously something he’s never felt or seen in his life so slowly he became jealous of Dajeong because he was full of hope, and like he said, he couldn’t understand that he would still put himself before others, even at that young age? Once’s I could be be completely wrong I just want to hear people’s opinions on this because this chapter was really something.








I’ve been reading this comic since literally the year it came out honestly is it the best? no, do I genuinely think there was some moments (all of season 1) where Jaekyung deserved to get his ass beat yes of course I think we all can agree on this. For this season, I will say it was somewhat emotional, not completely emotional, honestly, I feel like the ending felt a little rush, but at least we’re getting extras on Dan and Jaekyung relationship later throughout the year which makes me happy genuinely want to see if Jae kept his end of the bargain and actually try to become a better person.