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u just talking to talk being reckless doesn’t justify that shit. bad communication ain’t an excuse for everything, and it feels like the author just used shock value instead of actually developing their relationship

So you clearly just skimmed through what I said or didn't read at all.

Cause I clearly stated what happened to mc isn't justifiable or his fault .

Tho he is very reckless and being reckless as he is played in well with what happened.

Cause he lived a very reckless life and u can see that in glimpse too.

What I don't like is the need for how ml is handling the situation cause that could of been done differently.

But it's also understandable why it's handled the way it is .
(Shock value well that's up for debate actually)

Im trying to look at the "Why"s in this bl)

And not just looking at it flatly.

Being I'm over analyzing this and it's just flat .

But I'll wait and see for future chapters what goes down

Maybe I'm over analyzing*

I'd redirect you to my comment if I could but I'll just copypaste it hereeeee this is a thought many people share and a real frustration in the bl scene. You can continue reading and enjoying the work though it's your opinion :3

I came back to this again because I'm STILL PISSED OFF. I'M FUCKING TIRED. Rape is such a serious thing it impacts both the physical and psychological health of a person. Honestly reading it I was horrified because the face of pure dread and horror he had was horrible. And you're telling me he gets abused after this traumatizing scene??? Like why establish the gravity of such a situation only to lead to more horrible shit and I'm betting you my first born that 10 chapters later it will be like nothing even happened. And we'll get a happily ever after. They'll do like any other author and shrug off the long term consequences of such a thing. I wish authors had more INTENTIONAL WRITING. I'm not against rape being written!! But write it properly!! It's undermines real victims and the severity of it. A well written story can develop a situation and make it impactful. But this is just rape for shock value and relationship conflict. And FYI for those saying you don't sympathize because he was "emotionally" cheating or making his boyfriend jealous, it still DOES NOT justify him getting raped. If you write something devastating, treat it as it is!!

Also a good example of a story that handled rape well and was well written is Getting Hit On By A Kinky Guy !

Yeah he did emotionally cheat but he was still raped and taken advantage and I dont know why people are undermining that part .


I do really hope and want to see if author will actually give us more substance rather than just another abusive slop bl.

Cause this could honestly go hard.

I genuinely really liked this story but it honestly got ruined after what the creator pulled. And I've read good stories were rape happened and it genuinely changed the character and we saw the growth and healing and actual damn love.

That's why I'm waiting for to see how far author will take this with future chapters.

I can't just based this is slop only from current chapters rn.

Don’t hope too much

Why u gotta rain on my parade bruh let me be delusional just for today (￣∇￣")

If it makes you feel better, I heard that ML will get sick and suffer more.

Serves him right

He won’t

He won't? Those fcking liars!! ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ

I’m not lying, so here’s what happened.The MC almost died during that heavy snow’s storm. He himself couldn’t believed he survived that but he did. So he went downtown. Changed clothes and cross dressed as a woman. While the ML is busy trying to track him down he figured where he will go next by checking the trajectory of the way where the paths forks, which has a town nearest or something. So he wasn’t wrong because girl they were in the right path. The ML also instructed his men to look after the grandma, wait for calls or visits because he’s sure he will go to her. Well the MC also figured as much so he faked a phone call saying he will be there but he never showed up instead he went to the ML’s friend the red hair guy who’s running a loan business. There he confronted the man and told him to lend him a loan exactly how much he paid his best friend who’s a fairy who sold him. So they talk and he managed to convince him. Well the man was also curious to see the ML go crazy so he lent him extra amount. Then he went to the bus station.

Not long the ML managed to track him well because the blue energy can still be seen through the CCTV even after all those disguised. He saw he went to his friends office so he went there himself and after he saw him best friend in the car he crashed his car to his. The best friend was like are you crazy? And he was like you all want to see me go crazy. So the ML just went unhinged on all those times he couldn’t catch him.

The MC coincidentally meet the servant boy who he gave bracelet acorn with. They talked. The servant boy gave him an address. On the CCTV the ML Recognized him because of the blue energy. They tried to follow where the bus leads but the MC just vanished. So the ML told his men to watched the servant boy. He also asked his men to bring the MC’s childhood best friend who he frequently talked over the phone. The CBF was shocked to see the ML. The ML looks exhausted and is hooked to an IV. So the ML asked him what they talked to when he’s not listening to their phone calls. The CBF was like are you seriously admitting you wire tapped his phone? The ML Couldn’t careless so he asked again. The CBF got angry in the end he got nothing but the fact he’s a villain and he constantly confuses his CBF’s feelings. And how awful he is. Well the ML couldn’t careless.

So for weeks the MC was living well, the address he was given to was the servant’s boy’s grandma. The grandma owns a restaurant in a remote secluded area. There he serves and help. So after like 3 weeks I think if I’m not mistaken the servant boy finally visited him. They drink and in that moment the servant boy confessed and wanted to hit and do him but he refused. The servant boy apologized and said he will go to the bathroom. Then the servant boy’s phone ring and the caller ID was the grandma so he answered it and said her grandson is in the bathroom. But it was ML’s voice who answered the phone. Apparently they followed the servant boy and now they hold the grandma. So there’s a whole lot of futile chasing here in the end he surrendered because the ML threatened to kill the people there. So that’s how he got caught…..


Spoiler they will ended up together without the ML saying sorry nor apologizing. So which part of it did the ML Suffered? Even coming to terms to his feelings he just let the MC go and just build up a plan to court him. The courting didn’t even started and yet the MC come to him clinging to save his grandmother after that the MC just simply accepted everything. The fact he has feelings to the ML no matter how much of a monster he is, the fact he couldn’t get away from him and the fact he can give him a lavish life so why fight against it? Many people would die to be in his place so why refuse it? So he accepted the ML and they ended up together. The ML’s parents are in support of it and wanted them to get married.

Girl. I did not call you a liar (￣∇￣") i was calling people who said that ML will suffer liar

Ow my bad, but the ML will not even apologize up to the end. They will ended up together though.

Im just as confused

Actually it HAS to affect it
It needs to be addressed wtf

U are completely right I'm just raging lmao ToT.


I like how the author showed he was reckless throughout chapters and this chapter he was being his usual reckless self and yk what happens when ur reckless...

In his case it was unfortunate.

True