idk am i the only one who thinks the official translation sucks. its too crude.it's like mokyeon cant go on talking (thoughts or otherwise) without saying expletives (fucking, damn, shit) like bro hes so uncouth. it makes him v unlikeable meanwhile the fantrans he was more polite (and knowing how he always makes sure to call nanjo with "ssi" maybe he really is more polite than what english translations make him out to be). im half tempted to ask the author if mokyeon really is that foul-mouthed or this is just the eng localization's poor translations.
this chapter was a whirl of emotions but i think yeah, mokyeon has to be the one to end it. he will never have a chance to love nanjo and nanjo returning his feelings if all the pretenses of a "contract" are still up. it needs to end. and after some time, mokyeon needs to go to nanjo on his own accord, come clean and tell nanjo he never cared about sunhwa, and that this time he wants to court nanjo bc his feelings are genuine, and nanjo is too precious for him to just tiptoe around on a contract he never rly cared for outside getting closer to nanjo.
tldr he needs to woo nanjo without being bound to a contract so he can win nanjo's heart in earnest and nanjo would also finally give in to his budding (and confused) feelings , however small, for mokyeon. they need to start over.
what happens next is: theyre gonna try to hv some threesome again right? but, well, the dynamic has gotten kinda awkward now bc mokyeon who was always so dommy in these plays is just so out of rhythm. so in the 3some, he doesn't take the lead no not bc he doesn't want to , but because he can't. and it shows in his face. it shows that hes hurt and conflicted bc he was reminded that he was never even a choice in the first place. i mean, he was the one who said to nanjo "dont worry ab it i get bored easily" but look how that worked out. he fell in love.
so what i think is gonna happen is hes def gonna be looking away and stuff and will have this very sad kicked puppy face all throughout nanjo trying to top sunghwa and nanjo is not even paying attention much to twink cos hes looking over at mok too and he feels this tug in his heart and he doesnt quite understand why. at most he feels pity for mokyeon bc its p obvious that despite everything, he actly DOES have a soft spot for mok.. i think after this 3some, mokyeon kinda backs away from nanjo and nanjo this time might be the one to start asking questions ab what he actually feels for the taller guy. why the fuck am i writing a fanfic here jfc
FUCK I NEED THEM TO FUCKING KISS RIGHT FUCKING NOW.
Nanjo already has a growing soft spot for Mok and he doesnt even realize it. The way he can laugh a lot now too around him means he is comfortable already with him, even kinda spoils him (w giving him that random hug and esp w that odd piercing gift), he indulges mok in his antics and idek if hes even doing that anymore just to keep the deal… Maybe he’s actually just a sweetheart who loves spoiling people (born to be sugar daddy) but No, i gen think he’s slowly liking mok now but he’ll only realize it when they stop seeing eo perhaps..
REGARDLESS I NEED THEM TO FUCKING KISS






The title of this manhwa should be "The Time I fell in love with a Misandrist" because wow Yechan really REALLYYY hates moids poor seokjun its not even that yechan is homophobic he just inherently hates the male existence hence why he only hangs out and plays with girls. its an extreme aversion to men whereas other men would use women to show off their alpha superiority lmao yechan couldnt give less of a fuck ab what other men think he thinks theyre all ugly and they all stink HAHA what shit luck godspeed to you seokjun it must be really hard to love a misandrist as a man