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The mc had blonde hair and the ml had black hair.
The mc’s husband died leaving her with just her kid. The ml knew the mc from when they were kids ( she bullied him I think?). She has a cane and I recall the ml investigating something having to do with her late husband. I was drawn to the story cause it reminded me of the beast tamed by the villainess, when it came to the potential for the ml to take revenge.

looking for bls similar to checkmate or madk but not dark in a dark fall way :/ ^^ no preference as to manga/manhua/manhwa (⌒▽⌒)

The premise was that the ML was forced to marry the mc by the tyrant emperor who’s her brother. She’s been acting crazy in order to not be perceived as a threat by the emperor. I recall her having blond hair and the ml having black or brown hair. Please if you know please help!