I regret not reading this sooner due to some comments but after being misled with a few other stories by the comment section I finally decided to just read it after years of debating and honestly it wasn't that terrible. I mean there was alot of unnecessary SA but sadly that's common in a lot of of yaoi that are rated higher than this one and even more popular. So if these themes don't trigger you and you can handle confusing and odd plots and need to waste a few hours then give it a read.