Even though I tell my friends I totally trust u and stuff. In reality I'm never able to even if they r good ppl and I'm pretty close to them. I am unconsciously making a back up plan in my mind incase of betrayal at the same time I'm saying "I trust u". I'm not even aware I'm doing it sometimes. There's this voice in my head that says : I knw there...... 1 reply
I told my sis about it and now she thinks I am a pervert. She's NVR looked at me the same way since then... And I feel like a sinner everytime I see her 1 reply
did how keep yourself happy
