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It's a shame because I like when the seme is younger.

But how is weekly updates slow? Jinx updates every 10 days and so do several others. The problem is that people are impatient and they need to take a chill pill.

Sobbing now, thx

the novel is like 5 times longer and its so much more painful bc the author drags on uke’s suffering, it was so torturous
the adaptation cut out a few things and almost completely changed the story after time skip
i don’t think its worth it bc its extremely long for it being so toxic but up to you if youre curious
good luck

Why the fuck is it 500 chapters, might as well die. All for the uke to not get with him in the end lmaoo (same though).

What made the 500 chapters so long bruh? Did ML keep abusing him? Is that why? Repetitive scenes? Does ML cheat?

I read up to only 110 in novel, and stopped. In chapter 95 or somewhere, ML kissed the other omega dude. But then the translation said he pulled away before he could kiss.

So I am not sure if he did cheat or he didn’t and it was bad translation .

Spoiler alert** this is the part I’m still pissed over

In chapter 94, ML kisses the 2nd uke who’s a scheming bitch. And how he thinks the 2nd uke is attractive too, even if not as much as our main uke.
The ML also said to main uke that he’s never touched the 2nd uke and that he’s just a surrogate.

Nah bro someone put him in the meat grinder. My heart can’t take this angst, bro is physically cheating. And emotionally in a way. I know they broke up but still, he keeps telling main uke that he loves him and never lets him go but here he is prioritizing the 2nd uke.

Just as he’s kissing the 2nd uke, he thinks of main uke and wants to use 2nd uke to forget the main uke since his father says he thinks about main uke too much.

And then he failed to and stopped kissing. He then got off the bed and left, the 2nd uke was surprised.

Well actually I’m not sure if he actually kissed the 2nd uke cause it says “Ye LingHan held Gan Rui’s hand, pulled him to his side, and kissed his lips.”

And then after it says “he couldn’t continue the kiss”.
Finally it says “Ye LingHan’s lips were very close to Gan Rui’s lips but he couldn’t let them fall.”

I’m not sure if it’s saying he really kissed or if they’re saying he was about to kiss Gan Rui, but pulled his lips away (this translation isn’t official). Either ways he was about to kiss and that’s still disgusting.

Yeah the seme was attracted to the second uke at one point but at most he kissed him they never had sex i think. the seme is just an idiot

I read up to about 450, the main story finishes in the 300s i think the reason why it’s like 500 chapters is because there are 2 more relationships (which are also toxic but less toxic than the main)

*spoiler*
after the time skip in the main story (when seme thought uke died) seme changes and its not as toxic anymore the seme begs for forgiveness and wants the uke back

Seems like a novel I would pull my hair out reading
Also sounds like a hard pass for me but thanks for explaining the novel

can you spoil for me if they get back together or not? like idc if they do but i just want don’t want to read this anymore.

Pretty sure they did but I think it’s more ambigious(??) they aren’t in the romantic relationship but they stayed together cause of their kid. ML still loves him for sure though and as for MC maybe he still does but repressing cause of how much he was hurt

spoiler:

they pretty much do get together.
in the end they’re happy together living together as a family
the seme did a 180 he declared his love to the public to show his sincerity, he always puts the uke first and they have fans online blahblahblah and they sleep together often
but all this doesnt disregard how seme was such a dick before
i don’t think the uke will ever forgive him but i think the uke still loves him somehow