AN UPDATE FINALLY!!!! AND XIAODAO IS SO FUCKING HILARIOUS JGHHJK
The way he keeps gay panicking even at the slightest bit of contact with xue and his fantasies are the wildest lmao. And the way he was so determined to reassure xue that he has no problem out there. Also I am so curious about xue's past but I feel like it will really hurt when it is finally revealed. And did that new dude had a scar on his stomach?
The writing of this chapter was so beautiful. Really loved seeing Lewellyn's internal turmoil through the letter even though he was putting quite an unfazed facade in front of shavonne. The contrast hit hard.. and shavonne feeling anxious...oh my poor baby...u are feeling like that because lew was the first person to treat you with warmth and affection. He has suffered a lot...I really want to hug shavonne.
Let me add my 2 cents to jiho's recent actions. What Jiho is indeed wrong and hurtful but I can't help but sympathize with him. Jiho is struggling through inferiority complex and more so because bpg which was originally his plan is now benefitting woohyuk more and even going against him by pushing him under woohyuk's shadow. Not to mention winning the show means a lot more to him than any other contestants as it is only hope to save hyunho who he cares about so dearly and he knows he can't turn to his parents who are very much ready to abandon the kitty. He is hesitating to tell woohyuk the real reason because he knows if he does, woohyuk wouldn't hesitate to lose intentionally and and that thought is hurting his pride. He's going through a rough path if insecurities so let's just give him some time (=・ω・=)











I feel bad for jaewoo but I really like saewoo and ohn together. Their bickering gives me life and the way saewoo is slowly but surely breaking through ohn's walls. I hope this would help ohn to overcome the trauma he has towards men
you're confusing the names haha