Since my last massage was erase, I'll try to post it in a calm and more reflected manner. If you easy trigger by this kind of topic this the moment you should stop reading...
I'm deeply disappointed on how the author is managing this, using mental illness as a tool for gain money not surprised this is been usually common these days. It enrage me see people insulting others cuz they don't support the author and for that reason she is gonna kill herself . My answer to that is no she is not and will not this what a narcissist will do. Which it is a mental illness, before anyone jumps into defense.
Been suicidal or having suicide tough is a very lonley state of mind. We don't talk about , we are and become completely isolated. Inside on our mind. We act as we are ok, wearing mask with fake smiles. We wait until is late in the night when no one can hear us to cry, to overthink things until we can't do it no more. And when a flash of lighting strike in your head and you go numb , you stop hearing and all you see is nothing, empty. And if you're lucky as I said I was the next thing you heard is paramedic around you, the next day you wakeup in a room alone with restraint and you ask yourself wtf happen? And everything comes back to you as the same lighting with all the pain and now regrets. 20 years had pass in my case...
Reading the author says she is gonna kill herself to her entire community is something that a suicidal would not do. I can acknowledge she is sad , angry and disappointed, but suicidal over? No simply as that.
And for those insulting other people for been reading here I wonder what your doing in here with accounts ? You're no better.
You don't know why they can't buy each singel manga perhaps they're gain enough to only survive and the only ecape from a hard life is this place. Or perhaps they're like me I can't afford every single manga and once a mothn spend some pocket money to show at least a bit of support to all these authors and buy one episode of each manga or mawha I follow.
There's always a different path to take to approach things...and she could have do better.
If you are reading this and want to support the artist do it cuz you really are invested in the story , don't ever think you're responsible for anyones life that is a very heavy weight to carry. And for those to use their life to manipulate people zero respect. I never did use my life as a tool.
Suicide is a very havy burden and it will mark everyone life forever. Now I know it was selfish of me to even try it.
If you come as far to here thanks for reading. I decided to not longer support this stroy or the author ever.
Please stop the hate. But I'm totally in favor if you wish to help the author. And you can help the author for personal reasons is OK her life is not your responsibility is hers.
Thanks,
D.
Wait I'm missing out on the main issue here. Did the author threaten to khs if she didn't receive enough support on the official site?
Wtf?
I can already tell it's a manipulative behavior and the intention aren't real but the statement is only meant to guilt trip the readers, if that's how it is..
Gross.
I think this is actually getting misleading or lost in translation. Keep in mind the author is korean right? So there should be some lost in translation/the nuance wrong. If you go thru her twt, most of the replies are in simple words, and there's also a tweet where they use MTL to TL KR>EN
In my perspective it wasn't a threatening behavior but just a way to express how they felt. Like how we usually say
" i ll die if this continues like this "
" Imma kms if i dont save my reports"
Also my English is not my main language so idk if this actually make sense- i tried my best to explain
It could be a translation misunderstanding. But other people don't deserve hate cuz of this, people are insulting and shaming others for not having money to support authors. Which is not ok . I understand piracy is wrong but we all guilty at some point. Sorry if this open letter is too strong I try my best to be as sensitive as I could also English is not my first language.
As I said I don't invalid her feelings of anger, frustration and sadness but being Suicidal is what I described I barely talk about cuz of this same reason. I lost a friend a very popular Japanese gay boy very out going on Twitter and he only talk about Suicidal when he said a simple goodbye on a tweet . No one suspect or knew not even their best friends. I had a ex- boyfriend who hit me and when I leave him. He keeps crying and saying he will kill himself.
See the patterns? He used his life to make me comback to him he did was indeed mentally unstable I do agreed and reflect his pain onnme when he hit me. Should I have gave in so he stop from feeling " Suicidal"?







The mom is absolutely horrible!!!!!