Sunbae really is a piece of shit. From the raws it looks like after he shoved it in with no prep what so ever, the fuck and then when they're done mc is tore and is bleeding, sunbae looks at him and then gets up and runs to the bathroom gagging.....................Fucking douchebag!!!!!!!!!!
The chapter ends with the mc crying on the floor, sunbae tried to reach out to him, mc smacked his hand away and ran out of the room and I assume the viral breakup video of him came soon after. He didn't he clean himself up, just left the room with blood and cut between his legs............ my poor baby
I also read the raws and part of it was that after throwing up the sunbae comes out of the bathroom and tries to explain himself but then MC cuts him off and says to not say anything and leave.
I think the sunbae felt nauseous at the sight of blood and also felt guilty for being responsible for the MC bleeding. But he never got to explain his side and he probably thought MC was angry because he'd gotten hurt and didn't even realize he'd also offended him by making him think it was the feeling after sex that made him sick.
The sunbae still seems to be pining after MC and so from my pov it seems like it was all a painful misunderstanding.
Butttt I could be wrong ! Interested to see how it all plays out.
I'm not saying his explanation would make it ok!
But later on when the MC is talking about his new love life to sunbae in the car and is like "oh sorry, roll a window down cause this will make you nauseous" (hearing about his gay love life) and the sunbae again tried to say something but is cut off - that's what I'm saying points to the emotional misunderstanding between them. They aren't actually understanding each other's reasoning at all.
That's all I'm pointing out. Still an extreme douchebag - but the emotions are more nuanced because I don't think he threw up because he was grossed out by the sex (like MC believes) I think he threw up cause he felt guilty (as he should).











If I lose this site because this author goes nuclear like she did last time, I'm gonna be so pissed