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I think it's the first time I see this pose "Give and take" in a yaoi from side to side instead from top and bottom like usual... That was erotic and tender
I mean it's usually from the sides in actual gay sex so it was the opposite for me cuz the usual top to bottom 69 in yaoi would be very uncomfortable irl
I mean... Somehow I see myself in her place... I lived that during a year being raped by someone who said they loved me after we got back together just for him to say "I told you I love you so my mom doesn't hear you crying"... My world shattered and sex felt weird and nauseous but I was stuck in his room afterwards, chained to the bed... That man was 25 when I was 17.... He got with a young girl of 15 years old in the same time he was lying to me and she tried to kill me because she thought I was stealing her boyfriend... Then finally I escaped this hell...