I don't know but he is allowed not to want you anymore. Granted his wife is wrong for mudering you but you don't own him because yall grew up together and you now think you deserve him and he should only be yours knowing full well that he is a crown prince and yall relationship would never work. So, you became a ghost that rapes him every night because he chose someone else over u? because he didn't choose you and you thought he would? you deserve because? the relationship yall had wouldn't go anywhere anywhere because u was a court lady and u knew that.