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Can anyone recommend me something where the seme was a bottom before but became a top for the uke, if there are tags for that then please do drop the link

I'm not talking about light-hearted teasing or playful motions. I want some manga with a physically and/or verbally abusive seme with a twisted form of love. The uke can totally accept it, like the Camelia, or be beaten down until broken like some of Harada's work.
I like the second choice more, but any of the two is fine. Actually, I really just want to cry by reading yaoi mangas lol.
Thanks for anything!

Can you rec me BLs that feature semes that have been abused in the past? Either by their romantic partners or as a child or something else. Both physical and mental abuse count.