I hate hating myself, like wtf even is that. Like I feel so selfish bc I'm hating myself and wat I don't have instead of appreciating wat I do have and it makes me feel so much guilt. It's so jarring too, like ik in 7363 years I'll look back and think it wasn't that deep but in the moment it all feels so shit. I hate how shit piles up too. Like wdy...... reply
did how keep yourself happy
