That's officially one of my favourite childhood loves(/TДT)/ They're sooo adorable (≧∀≦) I find it so so cute how they both have such an innocent crush on each other and they're slowly realising it. Also the fact that Pession is just like his dad and when he falls he will never get over it, its just so precious ┗( T﹏T )┛ I know Arellin will find a way to live longer but it breaks my heart how she thinks she won't be able to grow up with Pession
It sounds so weird when Valer says without context that he was afraid he'd kill Arel ╥﹏╥
He actually was repeating his life over and over again and each time when he stayed with Arel and never left, she would be dead not long after. Even when he came back from the North after a short time she would still die. That's why he decided to stay away and never meet her so she stayed alive longer, but in the end she kept dying and Mehen hated Valer for not seeing Arel before her death. Valer thought that if he didn't show up she would still hold on longer, in the end she died and Mehen abandoned him bc he couldn't forgive Valer for not seeing Arel even once.
So Valer believes that Arel's early death is always related to him seeing her. He thinks he's the one killing her, thats why he told Arel he never came back because 'he was afraid he'd kill her'. He just meant that she always dies not long after he meets her.
This time around Mehen told him he would regret it if he didn't come back and he remembered that Mehen never forgave him in the past when he called for him and he didn't come right away. He didn't want to have any regrets this time around so he came back. He knows that even if Arel dies the cycle will repeat anyway, so he took the risk that he may 'kill' Arel and came back.
Okay so.... How long its going to take this time? Is she going to return and be an adult right away? Kind of sucks when she constantly keeps losing her childhood and now it will be gone foor good... She was a child for like... not even 8 years I think? I wished she could juat enjoy her childhood and to leave us with a simple timeskip (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜










It started to bother me a bit. The only person who seems to be affected by Innais's death is her husband. Of course Luatisha is also curious about her mom and misses her, but the brothers say nothing about her. They weren't babies when she died, she must've formed memories with them. But Ixion said in the latest chapter that death of others never bothered him and he doesnt care if someone dies. But what about Innais? Did he really feel nothing after her death?
I get it that they're indifferent to others and only affectionate for Luatisha but wasn't Innais a similiar existence? Did they feel affection towards her since she clearly loved them just like her daugther.
They're behaving as if they treated Innais the same as other and Lulu is the only exception. Sometimes they even act as if Innais never existed which is honestly just sad. She was their mother after all. Lulu looks just like her mother, so why are they so unbothered by that.
Just had to say this because it didn't really sit well with me that only the Duke and Luatisha show any kind of emotion towards Innais. The Duke from the beginning talked dearly about her, like when he told Lulu that her mother chose her name and cared for her for months before she passed.
But the sons show nothing. None of them even mentioned a single word about her. As if they never met her which is not possible because it was shown in the flashback that she personally cared for Xeon when he was little. It wasnt that she was send far away to live after birthing them. Did they really not care for the person who also undesrtood them aside from Luatisha? It just doesnt add up