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I think he’s trying to say; watching you (Taemin) being suicidal is killing me (Jay). So why don’t you just kill me directly instead… thus the cut on the wrist.
Jay’s kinda guilt-tripping Taemin, so he won’t think about his dead mom and bro all the time and instead become more worried about Jay’s mental health.
Jay is so red and black I love it!!!!!!!!!!
IMO Jay’s thought is along the line:
I can’t live without you so don’t go around hurting/killing yourself.