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girl is horny 24/7 but i get it i'd probably feel the same if i'm often surrounded with handsome fictional men too

Han Sekye (ML) is honestly a character who clearly needed professional help for a long time. You can tell his behavior is the result of unresolved family trauma and repeatedly falling back into depression. The story doesn’t try to romanticize that either, which I appreciated.

Woo Yijun, on the other hand, plays a really important role in grounding him. It’s not easy dealing with someone that unstable, and the story doesn’t pretend it is. But Yijun stays, not in a self-destructive way, but in a way where he still knows his limits. I think that’s what makes their relationship work. He gives Sekye chances, but he also sets boundaries, and that balance is what keeps Sekye from completely losing himself.

By the end, their relationship feels earned. It’s not magically fixed, but it’s stable enough to feel hopeful. It took time, and it still feels like something they’ll have to keep working on. I imagine their dynamic staying like that, Yijun holding his ground while Sekye slowly learns how to stand on his own. It’s not perfect healing, but it’s realistic.

As for Ho Hyun (Yijun's Friend), I don’t really feel strongly about him. He doesn’t get enough focus to leave a lasting impression, so he comes off more like a supporting character than a true second lead. Same with Kyungha, their struggles are there, especially with the acting industry, but they’re not explored deeply enough for me to get attached. I wouldn’t mind if they end up together or just stay acquaintances either way.

Overall, I’d give this a 9/10. Not because it’s flawless, but because it handles mental health and relationships in a way that feels grounded. It shows how messy relationships can get when trauma is involved, but also how important boundaries and mutual effort are. Healing isn’t instant, and it’s not something love alone can fix, but having someone who understands you (without losing themselves) can still make a big difference.

One of the best, well-written psychological horror BLs yet.

This is exactly the kind of story I live for, where both characters are absolutely miserable but still cling to each other because they’ve long gone off the deep end. I’m definitely not looking forward to how this ends for them, especially with all the vague hints the author keeps dropping.

I ain't complaining, though. It just made me even more hooked. That’s how you know the writing is insanely good.

Not to mention how raw the expressions are and how the artist builds that suffocating atmosphere, it’s insane. Every panel feels alive with tension; you can literally feel the main character’s anxiety seeping into you. That’s not just good art, that’s storytelling through emotion and silence.

Toxic, doomed yaoi supremacy >>>>

”Wow I haven't stubbed my toe in 5 months!”

I said with joys. I was then shot 57 times by this chapter.

man i want to kill everyone in this manga and let the couple live happily bro. this story hits too close to home, i don't want to read just to relive it again. good shit tho. 10/10 angst.

I have to be frank; there aren't enough characters or world-building elements in this manhwa to support the story, and the plot is too predictable. Plot flaws, in particular, were left unaddressed. Although I'm aware that the MC's colleagues understand how naive and gullible he was, I find it infuriating that he would give the ML free reign to do whatever the hell he wants from him, even if it's against their mutual consent or if he doesn't comprehend the reasons behind his obsession with him.

I resisted an urge to abandon the manhwa so I could see how it ends, but I was left disappointed and dissatisfied with how the plot was poorly executed despite the good potential it had. I only persisted in reading because I was eager to witness the birth of the baby. I really wish the plot was better, and it could have been. But since the flaws are evident to the naked eye, I don't wish to defend the main pair or even the plot. I am already this close to even punch the hell outta him.