Getting on the details of the first chapters, I got a hinch when I read the thought of the FL, it's like she wants to cherish every year of her existence without a rush sayin 5 or 10 yrs after. No wonder the Title tells it so, Lady Baby. She will stay young even though her mind is a lady.
I stopped at chap. 47.. I want to witness the love story of the ML and FL, but all boys are falling in love with the FL I just can't.. The Ship would either crash. (Or even worse, because I'm binge reading BL stories and I just so happen to think of shipping Julian [the guy with pink hair] to Lus[FL's older brother])
I laughed, cried and realized that youth is indeed beautiful. There are despair and sorrowful moments in our lives, but remaining strong is difficult. Being vulnerable in a split second can be so heartwrenching. I can't stop my tear falling, why does it have to be to be this way.
Suicide is really a sensitive topic. But it felt like, the perspective of a person who takes his own life and the perspective of the person who stands and watch, who knew the signs happening to the person but didn't know what to do. They are the one's who really tried their best.
Lately, now a days.. I've been a witness to the people who've tried to commit suicide, someone who talk about wanting to die..like it's that easy to hear. Some tried to fight even they are falling apart and someone who wanted to just live and finds hope.