I would never be able to recover the death of my lover after seeing him, but also not him. The guilt would eat me up alive, and i wouldve gone through with jumping. Subin is strong as hell, i admire him for that. I genuinely could never, i can already tell ill cry a lot in this manhwa. The grief is just :((










Guys its very obvious the duke likes the emperor, and the emperor has… some signs that he too is in love with the duke (albeit he is denying it, internalized homophobia?)
Moreover, theyrr most likely doomed, never to be together because 1. So much miscommunication
2. Too many years have passed to mend the relationship, and 3. I just think that its not gonna happen sadly :((
as much as this story line is interesting, i need more of the actual mcs! The plot is going nowhere between them in my opinion