Pause, I just gotta say WHY TF WOULD HE ASK HER IF SHE WOULD GIVE UP HER FAMILY FOR HIM???? bitch, for women that time their family is literally the only one they'll ever have!! She can't own any shit because that would go to the house of her husband or her children but her family is the only thing she'll truly have for herself! She's even lucky her family still contacts her, women from that era are as good as gone from their own household as soon as they enter marriage. She's someone who takes pride on her identity as Disarde, to ask her to give up her family is asking for her to lose her identity!
I'm in chapter 20+ smth but I just can't help but feel sad how no one understood MC. Being a woman in that era is already hard enough, but to have ur own identity be tied with your marriage or your pregnancy is just so depressing. As a woman, that might be one of my greatest fear, to lose my identity, for people to think less of my ideas, or my beliefs just because I'm married to a man(not that I'd ever be) or because I'm bearing a child. It's so sad to see her, a well educated woman, be watered down to just "someone who gave birth to the successor". I deadass cried reading the flashbacks.
I'm the one seeing these muscles for free so really I'm the winner
Smut scene so intimate I forgot they're not together yet
I'd probably die on the spot if my spouse of 8 years tells me they don't know me
This is really my fave proposalmay this love find me and hit me on full force
ML's mother yearn so bad she passed it down to the men in her family