My grandma just passed away less than a week ago, so the last chapter kinda brought all the feelings back to the surface. I just really hope that Dan can somehow rid himself of the toxicity that is Jaekhyung and Jumin both and live peacefully with his grandma...
You can do it! The memories of her might hurt more than comfort at first, at least for a while, depending on the person. But eventually the memories start to keep you warm more than they hurt, though it'll always hurt. It just gets easier to bear it. Even having memories that hurt is a blessing; means she will forever be a part of you.
That is true, but it's the notion that this person who's been in my life for almost 30 years, since the day I was born till now is gone, you know? Because you take those people for granted and you think they'll always be there. Then, all of a sudden, I look at her favourite chair, and she isn't there. I cook her favourite food and she's not there to smile happily about it. Even if I've coped and moved on a little bit, realising all this makes it all hurt again. It's at these moments that I keep thinking to myself, "she's probably in a better place, maybe," and the thought makes it hurt a but less.
Anyway, I'm terribly sorry for dumping all this on you! You're a very kind soul, thank you so much!
Of course! The memories, those special, unique, intricate memories, some that only you and her know, will forever hurt at least a bit. They'll always bring grief to the surface, but trust in the process, it will become a welcome hurt; a gladness to have those memories close, and to cherish them, as she would want you to do. Not forever in sadness, but in gratitude of the time you spent together. It takes however long you need it to take, don't rush it. I wish you the best. <3





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Okay, so, it was amazing at first. Then a few issues popped up, imma list them here because I really need to.
1. The seme, ChaeHeon, is OFTEN making advances on the uke, Jeong Yeon, whether the other likes it or not, and he often gets his way.
2. The seme literally stalks the uke throughout the story, and the uke is like, "It's just who he is, oh well!" WTF? Dude is secretly following you EVERYWHER, doesn't tell you how he finds out where you are, and doesn't share any of his own private information, like the fact that his family OWNS the company where they work, and you're just happily nodding and taking it.
3. Seme IS CREEPY!!! Dude even had a WHOLE album of pictures of the Yeon taken without his permission! Whether by him or others. Uke was like, "Well, it's a bit creepy but I love him all the same.!" BRUH!
4. Seme is an a$$whole. At some point, the uke suspects that he's cheating on him. It shook him to the point that he was crying, and all the seme did was laugh, kiss him and get hard. Then he proceeded to jerk off IN FRONT of his crying boyfried WITHOUT explaining and clearing the misunderstanding. So, yes, uke was on the ground shaking, crying and hyperventilating while seme was happily jerking off to his boyfriend's misery with the excuse of seeing his boyfriend jealous made him hot and bothered. FFS.
5. Right after the previous point, seme, while holding out his junk to his boyfriend's mouth, explains the misunderstanding, and right after, uke is like, "No blood, no fould, gimme that I eattt"... Sir, this guy just laughed at your emotional distress and got hard when he saw you crying and sobbing!!!!
6. Seme proceeds to tell both of their families that uke is gay and that they're dating, and he FORBIDS any of his friends who find out about them to talk to uke about it (even though they were trying to be positive and supportive).
He basically outs him to both families and asks them not to tell him.
Disrespecting uke's emotions and decisions on whether he wanted to tell HIS OWN family or not.
Frankly, I found that disgusting.