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this is such an emotional rollercoaster, i was crying at one point, but there was also a lot of cute scenes of them.
I love the amount of character development Yuri had to go through to make him a better person, I liked everyone's character development actually lmao. (still mad at him for running away when Jaerim was SA'd). It's like the story was tailored to tell Yuri's story in Jaerim's point of view. I was hoping to see Jaerim's family with Yuri as one big family in one of the side stories though, I made a big deal out of the one time they had a meal together, and the way Yuri reacted to it was honestly so touching. One of my favorite scenes has got to be when Dong-gyung(?) stopped Yuri from running and told him to go back, it made me feel a lot of things, Jaerim crying as he was being raped was so emotional, and the way he cried and thought of Yuri running away, the thought bubble was— Maybe we really weren't meant to be from the start. (?) made me feel so heartbroken and almost actually broke my phone help?? Ayeon breaking up with the girl was the best thing he's done, love him for that, and did anyone notice he was also tearing up seeing Jaerim resisting? Honestly still kinda mad at him, he just had to be in love with someone who takes advantage of him, pitiful.
Now I understand why the title is “Out of Control” / “Never Understand” — because of the amount of misunderstandings there were, and how Yuri and Jaerim kept hiding things from each other that shouldn't be hidden, but it was understandable that they weren't able to say these to each other.