hiiii, does anyone know if people's tbr/reading/already read lists will for real go back to the way they were before???? bc up to now my already read has gotten back SOME of them but i had +300 and also my tbr only has like 8 when i had a ton before that i wanted to read ┗( T﹏T )┛but i still dont remember most of them...... i read somewhere that they were starting to resolve the issue by order of oldest accounts made but it still makes me nervous :^(.....
aw man reading this in a binge genuinelly made me feel a knot in my stomach— its so good...!!! i love when grief and things left unsaid and the too little too late trope combine in a tragic character haunting the narrative...... bc his hyung loved him!! and he KNEW it!! and still he kept playing oblivious bc he was being a selfish asshole!!! and now he has to face that this 'beom' version of him isnt him, not actually, and he's saying outloud what geonpil wanted him to all this time, what he was too afraid to say himself!! what he wanted all along was to be seen and loved and chosen!!!! but its not really yeonseung, is it? and yet he can recognize what the ghost's hunger is; can't help but see a mirrored image of himself, starving for anything that would fill him up just for a little bit .....even if he is aware of what truly lurks inside, couldnt he be what satiates this ghost? would it be so bad to have this almost-hyung-but-not-really impostor telling him he likes (loves) him? (yes, because the man he loves died after they fought and the last thing he thought about when he was dying was geonpil meanwhile geonpil ignored his last messages)
aaaahhhhh.... i should have let this marinate for a while before sticking my teeth into it,,, now I'M the one who has to pace around in my enclosure while waiting for the next meal..... mrow