Ah fuck me man. I'm so conflicted on how I'm feeling right now. On one hand I'm comforted by the knowledge that Eunho definitely still has feelings for Jaeha (and obvs Jaeha has feelings for Eunho) but I just don't feel right about the way my sweet son is going about this. Like please just communicate in a healthy fashion guys ?? but I can also understand why he's doing this... As long as they end up happy in the end I guess this angsty ride will be worth it. Guess we better just strap in and hope for the best ┗( T﹏T )┛
Me: I'm fine. Everything is fine.
Also me: what is eunho thinking what is jaeha thinking what is the author thinking is there any hope any more what the fuck happens next my heart hurts lol fuck me i'm in pain please god if you're real give these two a happy ending but if you can't manage that then just kill me now also i want a side story for my other son hanjun
I don't know. Maybe I'm reaching with this but I think that Eunho (my precious son) is suggesting the whole "friends with benefits" thing as a way to prove that Jaeha still loves him. Like obviously this arrangement of sex without feelings (which they clearly both have) is going to hurt them. And I think it's going to force Jaeha to realize how much he loves and needs Eunho. Eunho is clever and devoted so I feel this is all part of his plan to force hyung to accept his feelings and realize that they can work together and it doesn't have to end badly... Or maybe Eunho is just genuinely horny? Who knows. Either way, I'm excited to see how this goes. I read off Lezhin most of the time so I've been eager to see these chapters posted over here so I can discuss it with more people ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
Best part was when zeno said he was going to go check on little miss while they were in the hot springs and the others were just like "it's hard to get mad at him no matter what he says" like literally if that were any other person all shit would have been lost (ᗒᗜᗕ)՛ and damn have I missed the fire tribe so I'm hype to have another arc focusing on them. Also love when Yona saves the day ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶