Y'all act like Jaehee did anything wrong here, she's completely drunk, lost, and having existential crisis and Huilin just coming and taking profit of the situation.
It's not Jaehee's fault, Huilin should not have done that. + Jaehee did not exactly reciprocate the kiss, look at the last panel how she is standing and her arms.
We'll have to see the following panels in the next chapter to be sure it's heading that way, but imo there are two possible scenarios for next chapter :
- Jaehee pulls off, and have a real conversation with Huilin.(or she just pass out lol) or - Jaehee doesn't do anything but she shows she is feeling bad, Huilin see it and doesn't take it further, and they have a talk another day after Jaehee cleared her thoughts.
If you remember Chapter 56, and even many chapters before, Jaehee hints that she needs to overcome her relationship with Huilin, because it's toxic and only something she uses to get away from reality. In order to become a better person she will have to put an end to it for good.
Another thing giving credit to this, is that in this chapter she thinks back to the question Sulhwa asked "Why did you leave Huilin?", we kind of know why but Jaehee never vocalized it, so plot-wise it's a hint it's going to be answered, and now is the perfect time.
u worded this perfectly. tho i wanna add some more hints, cuz even in season 1, every time we see young's thoughts about huilin and jaehee's relationships, she keeps on saying that huilin is the one who will get hurt and regret things in the end. she can also see through huilin's actions, take that scholarship event for example. young (the nurse) confronted huilin and asked her why she assigned jaehee to go for that position, and huilin have made it clear that the reason is to force jaehee to see her. of course, jaehee has her problems when it comes to saying no especially when it's for work. she knew jaehee won't refuse the offer so she pushed it directly to her face. now, this is what's happening. she's making jaehee feel like there is nowhere for her to run to except huilin herself. also the part where she sends off the gown to sulhwa's house. clearly knowing that it is sulhwa's house, her intention is to provoke sulhwa to ignite some drama between her and jaehee.
she is always confident that jaehee wil get back to her. even going far as ruining jaehee's previous relationships by doing dirty tricks (as per young). huilin thinks that she's giving jaehee the opportunity to see who they truly were, but in the opposite, she's actually just controlling jaehee's life all over. it's in the cycle.
huilin also noted that jaehee and sulhwa's relationship would make no difference to jaehee's previous relationships. she believes that it will fall down easily because jaehee never settled down with anyone before. why? because huilin's pulling her gimmicks to ruin all of it.
all of these are exactly the reason why i think jaehee will eventually overcome this toxic shit with huilin. sulhwa and jaehee might prove that they are both different, unless jaehee realizes other things. i am also hoping for huilin's happiness. i love her and we need her character development.
u worded this perfectly. tho i wanna add some more hints, cuz even in season 1, every time we see young's thoughts about huilin and jaehee's relationships, she keeps on saying that huilin is the one who will ge... jeanne
"she's making jaehee feel like there is nowhere for her to run to except huilin herself."
Right ? The whole story she kind of done that. Jaehee's goal is to deserve the things she has in life. That's why she left Huilin, she was given accommodation, money, everything. And that killed her inside because nothing she has in life was because she'd deserve it, only because Huilin offered it to her.
So she left, found accommodation for herself, found a job to earn her own money, and that's where Huilin comes back with her poison : She fakes her exam results and get her a job Jaehee wanted to deserve those, but Huilin handed it to her over a silver plate...
Jaehee wants to be independent but it's something hard and she's fragile emotionally because of her childhood. And Huilin works on that insecurity, she offers her a life worriless, she tells her she can clear every negative thought and problem in her life, that she needs to lose herself to her and not think about it, to let her handle everything... When someone say that to you, while you are feeling drowning by reality, you usually accept. Huilin knows this. As you said "she is always confident that jaehee wil get back to her."
And Jaehee, which is realistically too weak, accepts when she's feeling too low.
Where as Sulhwa puts her in front of her responsabilities, that's why Jaehee runs from her, because reality is hard to face.
That's why it can't end with Jaehee x Huilin, the whole story was built on Jaehee overcoming her weaknesses and become one truly independent adult who face life by her whole self. + It's the first time she says she loves someone and that someone happens to be Sulhwa, it's so fucking cute :')
"she's making jaehee feel like there is nowhere for her to run to except huilin herself."Right ?The whole story she kind of done that.Jaehee's goal is to deserve the things she has in life. That's why she left ... lyfvm
truly! jaehee also compared her most extreme plays when she was having sex with sulhwa. she said she's only focused on the play when she does it with huilin and heekyung, but with sulhwa, she's more focused on sulhwa instead.
truly! jaehee also compared her most extreme plays when she was having sex with sulhwa. she said she's only focused on the play when she does it with huilin and heekyung, but with sulhwa, she's more focused on ... jeanne
Alright I had forgotten she said that :O I'm going to re-read it
YEAH LOL. BUT I THINK SHE USED SULHWA'S PHONE IDK jeanne
OH YEAH RIGHT. BUT THE "CLICK..." AT THE END ALSO MAKES ME WONDER IF SHE DIDN'T SEND IT TO HER PHONE OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. MAYBE IM JUST OVERTHINKING IT
"she's making jaehee feel like there is nowhere for her to run to except huilin herself."Right ?The whole story she kind of done that.Jaehee's goal is to deserve the things she has in life. That's why she left ... lyfvm
there was also a chapter where jaehee said
"i know what you need from me. you're reaching out to me with a hand i can't refuse."
jaehee has been constantly thinking about the things that huilin did for her in the past, including the part where huilin manipulated the exam results. she can't deny to herself that she needed huilin to get those, she's being eaten by her thoughts that she wouldn't even bring herself anywhere if not for huilin's help. personally, if i were to put the ships aside and look at the plot itself, i don't see jaehee improving if she's to stay with huilin. she's been depending everything on her ever since this shit started, so it'll be more satisfying to see her stand up for herself and choose what could really help her character. if she wants and LOVES huilin, then she could leave sulhwa first before doing something that may hurt the other such as cheating, and huilin better improve her way of handling things and let jaehee decide for herself. if she wants sulhwa, then jaehee must restrain herself and confront huilin about it. huilin needs to see that jaehee's relationship with sulhwa is not like jaehee's previous relationships. jaehee and sulhwa need to prove that they wanted what they had and they will work on it.
if the latter happens, i can see that it will help huilin. it will grow some realizations that not everything she holds can be manipulated, and not everything she cares for should be controlled just because she wants to protect them. it's not for protection if she's continuously ruining jaehee's relationships, that's just selfishness. she's doing that on her own accord, not to protect jaehee.
there was also a chapter where jaehee said "i know what you need from me. you're reaching out to me with a hand i can't refuse."jaehee has been constantly thinking about the things that huilin did for her in th... jeanne
Yeah I really want to avoid any form of cheating, it would make anything coming after really bitter.
"if she wants and LOVES huilin [...] if she wants sulhwa, then jaehee must restrain herself and confront huilin about it."
Right so, I think we will be settled next chapter, the author said on twitter : "The story will come out clearly on the next episode" so we will finally be settled *hopefully*.
" she's doing that on her own accord, not to protect jaehee."
That's what I think too, but I feel like it really hides something Huilin is hiding. Like she's doing this to fill a hole in her or something, it doesn't feel like true love to me.
Yeah I really want to avoid any form of cheating, it would make anything coming after really bitter."if she wants and LOVES huilin [...] if she wants sulhwa, then jaehee must restrain herself and confront huili... lyfvm
well, the nurse also said that huilin is afraid to be left alone but still advises huilin to put an end to their drama. she can't resist it when jaehee cries because she's a sadist. she gets pleasure every time jaehee cries so maybe that's what pushed her to kiss jaehee.
i have a bad feeling abt that, cuz i still think huilin is the endgame. there's also a chance that they might cheat and have sex or jaehee will suddenly confess that she still loves huilin. on the other hand, it could turn out differently. jaehee might do what you said earlier and confront huilin. i really need to see what's with the next chapter. also, the nurse and sulhwa's conversation might also be in chapter 59 so we better hold on tight lol.
Yeah I really want to avoid any form of cheating, it would make anything coming after really bitter."if she wants and LOVES huilin [...] if she wants sulhwa, then jaehee must restrain herself and confront huili... lyfvm
but they'll be doing sulhwa's character dirty if they cheat. that's trash and unacceptable. if huilin gets what she wants, which is jaehee, i hope sulhwa will also get her own happiness.
well, the nurse also said that huilin is afraid to be left alone but still advises huilin to put an end to their drama. she can't resist it when jaehee cries because she's a sadist. she gets pleasure every time... jeanne
Girl, that's never happening. Like ever, there's no f- way Huilin is endgame. I know I'm biased, but you should know as well since you seem to remember the story quite well. They made Sulhwa / Jaehee relationship growing, and seemingly real. Like when you see their interaction it doesn't seem fake, they're really having love feelings for each other.
If the author wants to destroy that it would require more than 10 chapters to make it have any sense(the story ends in 9 chapters), because Sulhwa as a character wouldn't have any purpose in the story then. She's supposed to be Jaehee's redemption in life.
Where as Huilin is supposed to be the representation of Jaehee's flaws. She characterizes Jaehee's cowardness and inability to face her responsabilities, she needs to overcome both them, that's how her character comes to her final stage.
Jaehee to end with Huilin would truly be an aberration. The only way I would see it happening if it would save both Jaehee and Huilin, but that would have required hints where Huilin thinks/say she wants to change, or that she did Jaehee's bad and wants to be someone who will bring her up. If that had happened I would believe Huilin's endgame, but that did not happen once.
Just as Jaehee, the only way Huilin gets her redemption as a character is by Jaehee getting growing up, showing she changed, and that her actual relationship with Sulhwa is very serious to her
(Holy shit I wrote a book sorry, this fucking story really got into me lol..)
Girl, that's never happening. Like ever, there's no f- way Huilin is endgame.I know I'm biased, but you should know as well since you seem to remember the story quite well.They made Sulhwa / Jaehee relationship... lyfvm
YES. i know exactly what you're talking about but i'm trying to pull all the cards. it will definitely require more than 10 chapters to show that huilin is the endgame, but it looks like it'll only end at chapter 70. i also agree with what you said, huilin didn't show any progress in the whole story. her viewpoints are the same, still thinking that jaehee and sulhwa's relationship is as shallow as how she thinks it is. huilin thinks it's easy to ruin them, because that's what always happens in the past.
jaehee opens a new relationship with someone - huilin will pull her tricks to ruin it - jaehee will be left alone - jaehee will run back to her.
if we take a look at this, it actually looks like huilin is the reason why jaehee's always being abandoned.
it would be weird if we will see the same scenario at present, cuz that just means that nothing really changed. however, i also think that the story will take a turn somehow. just like what i've said, i'm expecting jaehee to stand up for herself and confront huilin, which may help huilin realize that she can't always have things her way.
she claims she wants to protect jaehee, but she keeps on manipulating the girl's life. the event, the sending of the gown, they're the reason why sulhwa and jaehee had a fight. to put it straight, huilin is also the reason why jaehee's suffering from this shit again. at the same time, it's her gain since she knows that jaehee may run back to her for comfort.
we never really saw a direct improvement from huilin's character. the way she thinks, talks, and acts were always suspicious. she is not only driven by her love, but also obsession. i want to see how the author will flip her character.
YES. i know exactly what you're talking about but i'm trying to pull all the cards. it will definitely require more than 10 chapters to show that huilin is the endgame, but it looks like it'll only end at chapt... jeanne
I'm happy to read your message because it also reassure me on my take on this. Like, I agree with everything you just said... I'm curious how Huilin will turn out as well, I don't see how she gets her happy ending, maybe I missed a few hints in the story, maybe it's something related to her family how her grief, or maybe she's destined to end bad
I'm happy to read your message because it also reassure me on my take on this. Like, I agree with everything you just said...I'm curious how Huilin will turn out as well, I don't see how she gets her happy endi... lyfvm
i don't rIally wanna pull my hopes up, because even before season 2 started, the author left a note and stated that season 2 will focus on huilin and we will explore her character. we will also know the reason why they broke up, and sirius also noted that huilin has happier days ahead. plus, the author stated that huilin will be happy even on twitter. i don't know if that happiness includes jaehee or just learning new things in life and moving on.
i don't rIally wanna pull my hopes up, because even before season 2 started, the author left a note and stated that season 2 will focus on huilin and we will explore her character. we will also know the reason ... jeanne
We'll see we'll see, to me it doesn't mean much, he wouldn't have spoiled it that way if that was the ending. 7 days to go :)
i don't rIally wanna pull my hopes up, because even before season 2 started, the author left a note and stated that season 2 will focus on huilin and we will explore her character. we will also know the reason ... jeanne
According to Google Translation : "Because Jaehee is not good at expressing herself, I think it could be seen that way. It's a problem that time will solve. If Hyerim Jae-hee is assumed to be dating for a long time,
Sulwha will gradually lead Jae-hee to express it easily..."
"Because Jaehee is not good at expressing herself, I think it could be seen that way. It's a problem that time will solve. If Sulwha and Jaehee are assumed to be dating for a long time, then Sulwha will gradually lead Jaehee to express it more easily..."
As for the author, look what he also said about Sulhwa/Jaehee : https://twitter.com/sirius_wr/status/1408449523257466882According to Google Translation : "Because Jaehee is not good at expressing herself, I thi... lyfvm
i just hope it will really turn out that way. i also thought that he wouldn't have spoiled it like that if it was the ending. for now, i really wanna see how sulhwa's conversation with the nurse went. the nurse knew about huilin's shenanigans, and she might help huilin too. who knows, they might even end up together cuz apparently.
hey so i just wanted to inform you that the raw update for chapter 59 will be tomorrow at 10 or 11 PM (KST) and i'll buy the access right after it goes out tho i don't understand korean. i'll be using google translate but it's not accurate, will be waiting for the english update here at mangago.
hey so i just wanted to inform you that the raw update for chapter 59 will be tomorrow at 10 or 11 PM (KST) and i'll buy the access right after it goes out tho i don't understand korean. i'll be using google tr... jeanne
I think I'll do the same(GT from raw scans). But I'm not buying it if they have sex...
I think I'll do the same(GT from raw scans). But I'm not buying it if they have sex... lyfvm
i'm losing my hope lol. i srsly think that she'll end up with huilin but i don't think it'll be effective since we lost 50+ chapters to indicate huilin's character development. they could've shown it earlier, so now i'm struggling to know who ends up with who.
I think I'll do the same(GT from raw scans). But I'm not buying it if they have sex... lyfvm
the author emphasized jaehee's reaction in chapter 59 in his tweet yesterday. a huilin stan sent him a message on peing and he replied "it shows how special haerim was to jaehee, but how will jaehee come out? the next chapter will be interesting." something like this. i'm on 50/50 here considering that jaehee might also push huilin and talk to her calmly.
i'm losing my hope lol. i srsly think that she'll end up with huilin but i don't think it'll be effective since we lost 50+ chapters to indicate huilin's character development. they could've shown it earlier, s... jeanne
Don't, we talked about too many things that were hinting Huilin/Jaehee is not possible, you gotta hold on to that <3 The only thing I fear is that they still have sex or something before they definitely part ways, that would break my heart for Sulhwa... But shot author is that sadistic.
Don't, we talked about too many things that were hinting Huilin/Jaehee is not possible, you gotta hold on to that <3The only thing I fear is that they still have sex or something before they definitely part ... lyfvm
oh fuck that would be so messed up !!! THAT ONLY MEANS THAT THEY'RE REALLY HAVING AN AFFAIR
oh fuck that would be so messed up !!! THAT ONLY MEANS THAT THEY'RE REALLY HAVING AN AFFAIR jeanne
it will also contradict everything that jaehee said to sulhwa and herself before. back before she confessed to sulhwa, she told herself a promise that she won't be selfish anymore because she might hurt sulhwa again if she does. she even told herself that she can't make the same mistake again since sulhwa was so hurt when she called huilin when she was drunk in the early chapters of Lilith 2.
it will also contradict everything that jaehee said to sulhwa and herself before. back before she confessed to sulhwa, she told herself a promise that she won't be selfish anymore because she might hurt sulhwa ... jeanne
Yeah but what if Jaehee breaks her promise > realize she's not worth of Sulhwa > decide she won't be in relationship with anyone until she gets hold of her life.
That's what I rationalize Jaehee cheating on Sulhwa
Yeah but what if Jaehee breaks her promise > realize she's not worth of Sulhwa > decide she won't be in relationship with anyone until she gets hold of her life.That's what I rationalize Jaehee cheating o... lyfvm
or breaks her promise and goes back to having diff. play partners again, but can she really handle it when sulhwa chose to leave?
Yeah but what if Jaehee breaks her promise > realize she's not worth of Sulhwa > decide she won't be in relationship with anyone until she gets hold of her life.That's what I rationalize Jaehee cheating o... lyfvm
or breaks her promise and goes back to having diff. play partners again, but can she really handle it when sulhwa chose to leave? jeanne
As the faithful puppy she is Sulhwa will never really leave, she'll always be around hoping her master decides to take her back, she'll the the countless amount of partners her Master meets with, then one day when she's completely drunk and about to fall back on a pack of trash, Sulhwa will catch her and then bring her back home. And then this time they get together for good .-.
As the faithful puppy she is Sulhwa will never really leave, she'll always be around hoping her master decides to take her back, she'll the the countless amount of partners her Master meets with, then one day w... lyfvm
lol. thinking about what might happen is making my head throb. i just wanna know who jaehee will end up with. i'm gonna drop this once i have a firm clue. also, i wanna see jaehee's final decision. that being said, i'm hoping to see a FINAL one from her. a decision that will end every drama between the three of them. she's so inconsistent that i'm still worried her final decision might change lmfao
Look how hot Sulhwa is and she never had any girlfriend, she remained in love with Jaehee since childhood, never broke her loyalty to those feelings.This level of dedication is truly the one of a faithful puppy... lyfvm
yes. jaehee is her first everything. tho i wish jaehee wouldn't take advantage of sulhwa's love.
also, when will huilin learn a life's lesson here.. i never saw her realizing something that may push a character development. it'll be unfair if things go her way when all she ever did was manipulate everyone.
lol. thinking about what might happen is making my head throb. i just wanna know who jaehee will end up with. i'm gonna drop this once i have a firm clue. also, i wanna see jaehee's final decision. that being s... jeanne
That's why she'll fix things up and choose Sulhwa, she went on this path for some time now, and it's too late to break everything again(would be 3rd time ?) and have her redeem herself by the end of the story, no time....
however i'm gonna take a break from thinking about the bloody outcome because you'd see me irl right now I'm laughing for no reasons I think it's getting to my head HAHAHA holy shit bloody love triangles
also, when will huilin learn a life's lesson here.. i never saw her realizing something that may push a character development. it'll be unfair if things go her way when all she ever did was manipulate everyone. jeanne
e x a c t l y, she needs to be slapped first, then left, then have young talk to her for a few hours about how she needs to get hold of her life and stop controlling people's lives then slap her then have sulhwa give her the look while she hugs jaehee, then slapped again and I' think we good
That's why she'll fix things up and choose Sulhwa, she went on this path for some time now, and it's too late to break everything again(would be 3rd time ?) and have her redeem herself by the end of the story, ... lyfvm
ngl we're the same i'm giggling for no reason. i am trying to hold on to what you told me cuz i too am hoping for jaehee's change. it's so tiring to even think that she'll give in to huilin again for the nth time.
e x a c t l y, she needs to be slapped first, then left, then have young talk to her for a few hours about how she needs to get hold of her life and stop controlling people's lives then slap her then have sulhw... lyfvm
i want her to at least go through the stage of acceptance. she's been stuck to jaehee her whole life while jaehee's going in and out of new relationships. ://
YO I JUST READ THE RAWS AND HUILIN TRIED TO RAPE JAEHEE GOD. SHE ACTUALLY REMEMBERED SULHWA!!!! jeanne
I just want sulhwa to beat the fuck out of her now, this is so wrong wth...... thank god Jaehee actually stood up against her and said they were over but i'm having mixed feelings rn, there better have some insanely wholesome chapters after to cleanse all this shit...........
wdym? is it because of what happened to jaehee? jeanne
(I think I got a little carried away with my thoughts here, sorry for the long ass text lol)
Nah, I'm actually welcoming any kind of abuse if it serves the plot well and is really adding something. For example when Sulhwa lost her shit, I think it really added to the character, she wasn't exactly that fragile puppy who wouldn't ever betray her master anymore, and we learned another face of her.
But here first it doesn't add much to Huilin except the fact she's lost in her life but we already knew, but even without considering that, the whole thing seem so rushed :
<Jaehee wakes up to Huilin in trance trying to roleplay with her(wait what ?) and sexually assault her>
<Jaehee suddenly realize in about few seconds she doesn't want to hurt sulhwa anymore, that she doesn't want to give in this drug anymore(that was quick all of a sudden..) and she tries to run away>
<Huilin smiles like the villain of a fantasy story, and grab jaehee preventing her from escaping>
I expected more maturity, it doesn't mean less evilness, just more maturity and complex resolution.. From everything that happened what for me was logical to happen and should have happened is after the kiss Jaehee and Huilin to have a serious talk, Jaehee realizing how much Huilin loved her and was attached to her, while she(jaehee) was only thinking about herself.(That would have cleared the huilin/jaehee ending and give huilin stans justice, rather than putting the whole character in the ground)
She would have been lost and confused, the story continues, but eventually she realizes she cannot be with Huilin because what that wouldn't been true love feelings but rather possessiveness, that's why Jaehee left her the first time and I wanted her to really word it this time, to tell Huilin it. Then maybe Huilin could have gone a little bit crazy and try to bring her close and kiss her then Jaehee would slap her and Huilin would come to realisation how messed up she turned out and would apologize and left her alone.
Then Jaehee would have went back to Sulhwa and she(sulhwa) would have noticed she was really depressed, Sulhwa being a a little immature and insecure would start yelling but Jaehee would this time be the mature person and tell her everything that happened. Sulhwa would be out of words, realizing how stupid she was to raise her voice, Jaehee would appear finally mature and having the higher moral ground. And then their relation would only go for the best from here.
That's just an example of what would have been a more mature story. Rather than Warlord Huilin suddenly raping her, and seemingly being completely crazy, like wth it's not some japanese shonen...
To put it more clearly : I'm sad Huilin character ended up that way, she had some kind of mysterious mature aura before, now she looks like some dumb "eViL wArLoRd eDgIe" typical shonen character. I'm so disappointed. I want Jaehee x Sulhwa but I actually liked Huilin character a lot and now not anymore it's completely ruined
I'm still gonna read cause I have faith the author is just bad at resolving complex and messed up characters like Huilin, but knows better how to write other things. Some of the previous chapters were really god-tier I loved them so I have some faith left.
I'm still gonna read cause I have faith the author is just bad at resolving complex and messed up characters like Huilin, but knows better how to write other things.Some of the previous chapters were really god... lyfvm
hm, i totally get it. i liked huilin too, and we've been reassured because jaehee finally said that they're over. although, huilin doesn't seem to like that decision as to why she reacted that way. still, she became a fucking rapist in an instant.
i was also expecting them to talk it out, but maybe jaehee will slap her in the next chap. that might be the moment where huilin will wake up and realize that she did something awful, and maybe the talk will also take place. tho i'm really worried cuz she left a mark on jaehee's boob. if sulhwa sees that, she might act on an impulse. it's best for jaehee to inform sulhwa abt what happened so she won't act hastily.
hm, i totally get it. i liked huilin too, and we've been reassured because jaehee finally said that they're over. although, huilin doesn't seem to like that decision as to why she reacted that way. still, she b... jeanne
She already slapped her in this chapter and Huilin still didn't wake up, I guess she can slap her again....... but well, it's kind of boring.
"i'm really worried cuz she left a mark on jaehee's boob. if sulhwa sees that, she might act on an impulse."
HAHAHAHA wait if after Warlord Huilin we get Warlord edgie Sulhwa I'm really going to lose it.
She already slapped her in this chapter and Huilin still didn't wake up, I guess she can slap her again....... but well, it's kind of boring."i'm really worried cuz she left a mark on jaehee's boob. if sulhwa s... lyfvm
Definitely Sulhwa. The only reason it wouldn't be her is if Sulhwa is deemed insincere. That's the only possible way out of Sulhwa x Jaehee, there hasn't been any other reason hinted before. Why does Sulhwa love Jaehee, why is she obsessed with her. Is it really love ? If it isn't, then they don't end up together, if it's they do.
But remember chapter 23 from Lilith 1 ? I feel like when someone exterior claim something about another character, in such confident stance, it means it has to be true. If her friends said her love is sincere I have no doubt it is.
So I don't see any other ending than Sulhwa x Jaehee
Definitely Sulhwa. The only reason it wouldn't be her is if Sulhwa is deemed insincere. That's the only possible way out of Sulhwa x Jaehee, there hasn't been any other reason hinted before.Why does Sulhwa love... lyfvm
i'm really scared to hope. what's exactly the reason why sulhwa came back to jaehee in the first place? it quite intrigued me.
"she's making jaehee feel like there is nowhere for her to run to except huilin herself."Right ?The whole story she kind of done that.Jaehee's goal is to deserve the things she has in life. That's why she left ... lyfvm
Agreed! You said everything I wanted to say but conveyed them better !!
Agreed! You said everything I wanted to say but conveyed them better !! kikyo4ever
Ahh that makes me happy to hear that, I'm not a native english and I fear sometime I'm not conveying my thoughts as I'd like in this language. If it reached you then I'm happy.
i'm really scared to hope. what's exactly the reason why sulhwa came back to jaehee in the first place? it quite intrigued me. jeanne
because she's DESPERATELY in love with her since her childhood, Jaehee is her hero, and Sulhwa feelings froze for her and she won't be looking at anyone else but her <3
I wanna find back the chapters where we see her interaction with jaehee during her childhood, and when Sulhwa speaks about it ._. lyfvm
i think it's on lilith 2. the part where sulhwa explained how she fell in love with jaehee. try to look it up in the same page as the sports event where jaehee was slowly realizing that she's falling in love with sulhwa.
i think it's on lilith 2. the part where sulhwa explained how she fell in love with jaehee. try to look it up in the same page as the sports event where jaehee was slowly realizing that she's falling in love wi... jeanne
You see, that's what I mean when I say you know this story fucking well, and I don't understand how while knowing this story like that, can doubt the ending can be anything else than Sulhwa x Jaehee HAHA
"she's making jaehee feel like there is nowhere for her to run to except huilin herself."Right ?The whole story she kind of done that.Jaehee's goal is to deserve the things she has in life. That's why she left ... lyfvm
You see, that's what I mean when I say you know this story fucking well, and I don't understand how while knowing this story like that, can doubt the ending can be anything else than Sulhwa x Jaehee HAHA lyfvm
lilith is the only story that i've been focusing on. i got hooked so much that i can't even drop it anymore although that's originally my plan: to drop lilith.
hey, i kinda wanna know if jaehee just hit huilin when she ran away. there was a sound effect..
lilith is the only story that i've been focusing on. i got hooked so much that i can't even drop it anymore although that's originally my plan: to drop lilith. hey, i kinda wanna know if jaehee just hit huilin ... jeanne
When Huilin was forcefully kissing Jaehee, that was definitely a hit. I wonder what was the "thud" on the last page though, it can't be another slap(repetitive) and if it isn't I can't see what it is. It wouldn't be Huilin hitting her that would be too much. And there's none else around, during the night.... Really getting me curious
To put it more clearly : I'm sad Huilin character ended up that way, she had some kind of mysterious mature aura before, now she looks like some dumb "eViL wArLoRd eDgIe" typical shonen character.I'm so disappo... lyfvm
I’m disappointed in her this chapter too. I hope she redeems herself in the future. I hope Jaehee is able to knock some sense into Huilin. I think it takes a strong Jaehee to deny Huilin. And maybe Huilin could give up her pursue when she final face a changed JH and realized she has no chance. I really want to see a character development for Huilin. She needs to learn a life changing lesson so she could go on a journey to find her soulmate. We need a side story for her .
I’m disappointed in her this chapter too. I hope she redeems herself in the future. I hope Jaehee is able to knock some sense into Huilin. I think it takes a strong Jaehee to deny Huilin. And maybe Huilin cou... kikyo4ever
that's what i am hoping for huilin. jaehee needs to tell huilin directly that she doesn't want shits with her anymore. huilin needs to realize that jaehee have buried their past already.
I’m disappointed in her this chapter too. I hope she redeems herself in the future. I hope Jaehee is able to knock some sense into Huilin. I think it takes a strong Jaehee to deny Huilin. And maybe Huilin cou... kikyo4ever
No both need someone new lol Young knows what she wants and certainly it’s not Huilin. Our Queen Huilin needs someone a bit similar to Sungji (WDTFS).. someone who comes from a loving family and has a lot of love to give. Huilin needs a lot of loving to blossom.
hey i've seen someone on facebook talk abt jaehee's feelings for huilin. she said jaehee still loves huilin but is eaten by her guilt for sulhwa. jeanne
You see, we talked about how Jaehee was only using Huilin as a drug to escape reality. And that eventually she would have to stop avoiding it and face it.
And what is dragging her to face it is 1/ her guilt toward Sulhwa, she feels bad for hurting her, and because (2/) she loves Sulhwa she will become a better person for her sake.
That's how I see it. One could say she just feels bad, without the love feelings, but I would say that person forgot every chapters in which Jaehee actually say she loves Sulhwa and actually act like she's the most happy when she's around her.
About her loving Huilin, please hahahaha, you gotta me kidding me. "Huilin listen to me carefuly. We are over" Pleaseeeeeeee, at this point anyone thinking she secretly loves her is a complete delusional
I can't even remember when Jaehee actually showed she was in love with Huilin, lust and love are very different. The only time where she did was during the flashback when they were students and before they would start their roleplaying. But something broke and their relationship was no longer one of love anymore, and wasn't depicted as one ever again in the story, or maybe I'm forgetting some parts ? But I really can't remember.
Also, it really doesn't look like Jaehee is only acting up now because she feels bad for Sulhwa. The way she looked determined when she told Huilin they were over, she really looked like she wants to be someone worthy of Sulhwa, like she wants to do it for her sake, not just because "oh I feel bad, mama sorry huilin we gotta hold on one sec til I clear my remorseful mind"
damn it. they're actually mistaking the part where jaehee said that she's using huilin as her getaway vehicle. they thought that part was to showcase her love for huilin, also the part where she was drunk and she suddenly recalled huilin consoling her in chapter 58 before she was kissed. and even if jaehee is really in love with huilin, how could she tell her those and think abt sulhwa in the middle of the scene instead of giving in? knowing jaehee, she could just give in without thinking abt the person she's in a relationship with just like during her previous relationships where she also cheated. but nope, she thought abt sulhwa and rejected huilin which is something NEW for both huilin and jaehee.
Also, it really doesn't look like Jaehee is only acting up now because she feels bad for Sulhwa.The way she looked determined when she told Huilin they were over, she really looked like she wants to be someone ... lyfvm
yeah. the fact that it's the very first time that she rejected huilin speaks the truth already. that scene was new to us. i just wish she'll remain consistent about her decision and stop huilin.
damn it. they're actually mistaking the part where jaehee said that she's using huilin as her getaway vehicle. they thought that part was to showcase her love for huilin, also the part where she was drunk and s... jeanne
"they thought that part was to showcase her love for huilin"
this non-sense is hard to read honestly.
"she thought abt sulhwa and rejected huilin which is something NEW for both huilin and jaehee."
Yeah, it's new but it was already on its way. In chapter 25 after Jaehee had sex with Huilin while being sex-buddy with Sulhwa, and Sulhwa finds out, she says in her head :
""I wanted to escape from reality. I didn't want to feel so alone. So I only thought of myself and acted selfish. I can't make the same mistake ever again""
And she promises she will change, for her. She couldn't have cheated on her in ch 59. When she wants to forget it all she starts feeling alone, because anyone remind her of her responsibilities so she avoid them. Where as Huilin tells her she will never remind her of them.
If was in love with Huilin, she would not go to her when she feels like she wants to escape reality, it would be the exact opposite...
yeah. the fact that it's the very first time that she rejected huilin speaks the truth already. that scene was new to us. i just wish she'll remain consistent about her decision and stop huilin. jeanne
Oh she will. I think she will recomfort her though afterward when Huilin finally wake up from her trip, but Jaehee will deffo remain consistent from now onjavascript:;
"they thought that part was to showcase her love for huilin"this non-sense is hard to read honestly."she thought abt sulhwa and rejected huilin which is something NEW for both huilin and jaehee."Yeah, it's new ... lyfvm
absolutely. also, if jaehee is still in love with huilin, she could've realized that long before sulhwa came into the story. huilin herself stated that it wasn't the first time she's been with jaehee even though jaehee has a lover. so they've been cheating back then, which might have gave jaehee the time to realize her feelings to huilin but to no avail.
jaehee never had that "guilt" in the first place. she cheated multiple times but why is she stopping now? it's not because of her guilt for sulhwa. she could've gave in even if she's feeling guilty since sulhwa is miles away from them and the person right in front of her is huilin but nope, she didn't. that's clearly not guilt. that's much deeper than it. who the fuck would reject the person they "love" so casually without flinching face to face while thinking abt another person who is currently miles away from them?
"they thought that part was to showcase her love for huilin"this non-sense is hard to read honestly."she thought abt sulhwa and rejected huilin which is something NEW for both huilin and jaehee."Yeah, it's new ... lyfvm
if jaehee still loves huilin, she could have gave in right at that moment. some are thinking that guilt is what jaehee feels towards sulhwa but jaehee never had that "guilt" in the first place. she cheated multiple times before in her previous relationships so why is she stopping now? clearly, it's not because of guilt.
if she is still in love with huilin, her supposed guilt towards sulhwa who is not with them at that time would be nothing. she could've accepted huilin without thinking abt anyone else but nope, this is the first time that jaehee fought back. why the fuck would you reject the person you love so casually without even flinching face to face while thinking abt a person who is miles away from you at that very moment? that's not guilt! that's so much deeper than guilt. she chose sulhwa.
absolutely. also, if jaehee is still in love with huilin, she could've realized that long before sulhwa came into the story. huilin herself stated that it wasn't the first time she's been with jaehee even thoug... jeanne
" that's clearly not guilt. that's much deeper than i "
thisssssssss I said guilt earlier because it's what only what seem apparent, but it's not really guilt, she just wants to be worthy of Sulhwa in my opinion.
"who the fuck would reject the person they "love" so casually without flinching face to face while thinking abt another person who is currently miles away from them?"
no one does that clearly. you can say guilt can do that but once again.. We're talking about Jaehee here, guilt wouldn't have been enough to prevent her from sinking in again. It has to be something way stronger.
fuck i cant wait to see their next interaction together(sulhwa/jaehee) .-.
" that's clearly not guilt. that's much deeper than i "thisssssssss I said guilt earlier because it's what only what seem apparent, but it's not really guilt, she just wants to be worthy of Sulhwa in my opinion... lyfvm
i want to see jaehee and sulhwa flirting with each other again. i want to see them happy.
Y'all act like Jaehee did anything wrong here, she's completely drunk, lost, and having existential crisis and Huilin just coming and taking profit of the situation.
It's not Jaehee's fault, Huilin should not have done that. + Jaehee did not exactly reciprocate the kiss, look at the last panel how she is standing and her arms.
We'll have to see the following panels in the next chapter to be sure it's heading that way, but imo there are two possible scenarios for next chapter :
- Jaehee pulls off, and have a real conversation with Huilin.(or she just pass out lol)
or
- Jaehee doesn't do anything but she shows she is feeling bad, Huilin see it and doesn't take it further, and they have a talk another day after Jaehee cleared her thoughts.
If you remember Chapter 56, and even many chapters before, Jaehee hints that she needs to overcome her relationship with Huilin, because it's toxic and only something she uses to get away from reality. In order to become a better person she will have to put an end to it for good.
Another thing giving credit to this, is that in this chapter she thinks back to the question Sulhwa asked "Why did you leave Huilin?", we kind of know why but Jaehee never vocalized it, so plot-wise it's a hint it's going to be answered, and now is the perfect time.
u worded this perfectly. tho i wanna add some more hints, cuz even in season 1, every time we see young's thoughts about huilin and jaehee's relationships, she keeps on saying that huilin is the one who will get hurt and regret things in the end. she can also see through huilin's actions, take that scholarship event for example. young (the nurse) confronted huilin and asked her why she assigned jaehee to go for that position, and huilin have made it clear that the reason is to force jaehee to see her. of course, jaehee has her problems when it comes to saying no especially when it's for work. she knew jaehee won't refuse the offer so she pushed it directly to her face. now, this is what's happening. she's making jaehee feel like there is nowhere for her to run to except huilin herself. also the part where she sends off the gown to sulhwa's house. clearly knowing that it is sulhwa's house, her intention is to provoke sulhwa to ignite some drama between her and jaehee.
she is always confident that jaehee wil get back to her. even going far as ruining jaehee's previous relationships by doing dirty tricks (as per young). huilin thinks that she's giving jaehee the opportunity to see who they truly were, but in the opposite, she's actually just controlling jaehee's life all over. it's in the cycle.
huilin also noted that jaehee and sulhwa's relationship would make no difference to jaehee's previous relationships. she believes that it will fall down easily because jaehee never settled down with anyone before. why? because huilin's pulling her gimmicks to ruin all of it.
all of these are exactly the reason why i think jaehee will eventually overcome this toxic shit with huilin. sulhwa and jaehee might prove that they are both different, unless jaehee realizes other things. i am also hoping for huilin's happiness. i love her and we need her character development.
"she's making jaehee feel like there is nowhere for her to run to except huilin herself."
Right ?
The whole story she kind of done that.
Jaehee's goal is to deserve the things she has in life. That's why she left Huilin, she was given accommodation, money, everything. And that killed her inside because nothing she has in life was because she'd deserve it, only because Huilin offered it to her.
So she left, found accommodation for herself, found a job to earn her own money, and that's where Huilin comes back with her poison : She fakes her exam results and get her a job
Jaehee wanted to deserve those, but Huilin handed it to her over a silver plate...
Jaehee wants to be independent but it's something hard and she's fragile emotionally because of her childhood.
And Huilin works on that insecurity, she offers her a life worriless, she tells her she can clear every negative thought and problem in her life, that she needs to lose herself to her and not think about it, to let her handle everything...
When someone say that to you, while you are feeling drowning by reality, you usually accept. Huilin knows this.
As you said "she is always confident that jaehee wil get back to her."
And Jaehee, which is realistically too weak, accepts when she's feeling too low.
Where as Sulhwa puts her in front of her responsabilities, that's why Jaehee runs from her, because reality is hard to face.
That's why it can't end with Jaehee x Huilin, the whole story was built on Jaehee overcoming her weaknesses and become one truly independent adult who face life by her whole self.
+ It's the first time she says she loves someone and that someone happens to be Sulhwa, it's so fucking cute :')
truly! jaehee also compared her most extreme plays when she was having sex with sulhwa. she said she's only focused on the play when she does it with huilin and heekyung, but with sulhwa, she's more focused on sulhwa instead.
Alright I had forgotten she said that :O I'm going to re-read it
chapter 52!!!
That chapter, I wanna melt and cry at the same time it's so fucking sweet...........
I find it funny she would record it though, maybe it's for the plot later on ?
YEAH LOL. BUT I THINK SHE USED SULHWA'S PHONE IDK
OH YEAH RIGHT. BUT THE "CLICK..." AT THE END ALSO MAKES ME WONDER IF SHE DIDN'T SEND IT TO HER PHONE OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. MAYBE IM JUST OVERTHINKING IT
there was also a chapter where jaehee said
"i know what you need from me. you're reaching out to me with a hand i can't refuse."
jaehee has been constantly thinking about the things that huilin did for her in the past, including the part where huilin manipulated the exam results. she can't deny to herself that she needed huilin to get those, she's being eaten by her thoughts that she wouldn't even bring herself anywhere if not for huilin's help. personally, if i were to put the ships aside and look at the plot itself, i don't see jaehee improving if she's to stay with huilin. she's been depending everything on her ever since this shit started, so it'll be more satisfying to see her stand up for herself and choose what could really help her character. if she wants and LOVES huilin, then she could leave sulhwa first before doing something that may hurt the other such as cheating, and huilin better improve her way of handling things and let jaehee decide for herself. if she wants sulhwa, then jaehee must restrain herself and confront huilin about it. huilin needs to see that jaehee's relationship with sulhwa is not like jaehee's previous relationships. jaehee and sulhwa need to prove that they wanted what they had and they will work on it.
if the latter happens, i can see that it will help huilin. it will grow some realizations that not everything she holds can be manipulated, and not everything she cares for should be controlled just because she wants to protect them. it's not for protection if she's continuously ruining jaehee's relationships, that's just selfishness. she's doing that on her own accord, not to protect jaehee.
Yeah I really want to avoid any form of cheating, it would make anything coming after really bitter.
"if she wants and LOVES huilin [...] if she wants sulhwa, then jaehee must restrain herself and confront huilin about it."
Right so, I think we will be settled next chapter, the author said on twitter : "The story will come out clearly on the next episode" so we will finally be settled *hopefully*.
" she's doing that on her own accord, not to protect jaehee."
That's what I think too, but I feel like it really hides something Huilin is hiding. Like she's doing this to fill a hole in her or something, it doesn't feel like true love to me.
well, the nurse also said that huilin is afraid to be left alone but still advises huilin to put an end to their drama. she can't resist it when jaehee cries because she's a sadist. she gets pleasure every time jaehee cries so maybe that's what pushed her to kiss jaehee.
i have a bad feeling abt that, cuz i still think huilin is the endgame. there's also a chance that they might cheat and have sex or jaehee will suddenly confess that she still loves huilin. on the other hand, it could turn out differently. jaehee might do what you said earlier and confront huilin. i really need to see what's with the next chapter. also, the nurse and sulhwa's conversation might also be in chapter 59 so we better hold on tight lol.
but they'll be doing sulhwa's character dirty if they cheat. that's trash and unacceptable. if huilin gets what she wants, which is jaehee, i hope sulhwa will also get her own happiness.
Girl, that's never happening. Like ever, there's no f- way Huilin is endgame.
I know I'm biased, but you should know as well since you seem to remember the story quite well.
They made Sulhwa / Jaehee relationship growing, and seemingly real. Like when you see their interaction it doesn't seem fake, they're really having love feelings for each other.
If the author wants to destroy that it would require more than 10 chapters to make it have any sense(the story ends in 9 chapters), because Sulhwa as a character wouldn't have any purpose in the story then. She's supposed to be Jaehee's redemption in life.
Where as Huilin is supposed to be the representation of Jaehee's flaws. She characterizes Jaehee's cowardness and inability to face her responsabilities, she needs to overcome both them, that's how her character comes to her final stage.
Jaehee to end with Huilin would truly be an aberration. The only way I would see it happening if it would save both Jaehee and Huilin, but that would have required hints where Huilin thinks/say she wants to change, or that she did Jaehee's bad and wants to be someone who will bring her up.
If that had happened I would believe Huilin's endgame, but that did not happen once.
Just as Jaehee, the only way Huilin gets her redemption as a character is by Jaehee getting growing up, showing she changed, and that her actual relationship with Sulhwa is very serious to her
(Holy shit I wrote a book sorry, this fucking story really got into me lol..)
YES. i know exactly what you're talking about but i'm trying to pull all the cards. it will definitely require more than 10 chapters to show that huilin is the endgame, but it looks like it'll only end at chapter 70. i also agree with what you said, huilin didn't show any progress in the whole story. her viewpoints are the same, still thinking that jaehee and sulhwa's relationship is as shallow as how she thinks it is. huilin thinks it's easy to ruin them, because that's what always happens in the past.
jaehee opens a new relationship with someone - huilin will pull her tricks to ruin it - jaehee will be left alone - jaehee will run back to her.
if we take a look at this, it actually looks like huilin is the reason why jaehee's always being abandoned.
it would be weird if we will see the same scenario at present, cuz that just means that nothing really changed. however, i also think that the story will take a turn somehow. just like what i've said, i'm expecting jaehee to stand up for herself and confront huilin, which may help huilin realize that she can't always have things her way.
she claims she wants to protect jaehee, but she keeps on manipulating the girl's life. the event, the sending of the gown, they're the reason why sulhwa and jaehee had a fight. to put it straight, huilin is also the reason why jaehee's suffering from this shit again. at the same time, it's her gain since she knows that jaehee may run back to her for comfort.
we never really saw a direct improvement from huilin's character. the way she thinks, talks, and acts were always suspicious. she is not only driven by her love, but also obsession. i want to see how the author will flip her character.
I'm happy to read your message because it also reassure me on my take on this. Like, I agree with everything you just said...
I'm curious how Huilin will turn out as well, I don't see how she gets her happy ending, maybe I missed a few hints in the story, maybe it's something related to her family how her grief, or maybe she's destined to end bad
i don't rIally wanna pull my hopes up, because even before season 2 started, the author left a note and stated that season 2 will focus on huilin and we will explore her character. we will also know the reason why they broke up, and sirius also noted that huilin has happier days ahead. plus, the author stated that huilin will be happy even on twitter. i don't know if that happiness includes jaehee or just learning new things in life and moving on.
We'll see we'll see, to me it doesn't mean much, he wouldn't have spoiled it that way if that was the ending.
7 days to go :)
As for the author, look what he also said about Sulhwa/Jaehee : https://twitter.com/sirius_wr/status/1408449523257466882
According to Google Translation :
"Because Jaehee is not good at expressing herself, I think it could be seen that way. It's a problem that time will solve. If Hyerim Jae-hee is assumed to be dating for a long time,
Sulwha will gradually lead Jae-hee to express it easily..."
That's.. :')
Here is a better translated :
"Because Jaehee is not good at expressing herself, I think it could be seen that way. It's a problem that time will solve. If Sulwha and Jaehee are assumed to be dating for a long time, then Sulwha will gradually lead Jaehee to express it more easily..."
i just hope it will really turn out that way. i also thought that he wouldn't have spoiled it like that if it was the ending. for now, i really wanna see how sulhwa's conversation with the nurse went. the nurse knew about huilin's shenanigans, and she might help huilin too. who knows, they might even end up together cuz apparently.
hey so i just wanted to inform you that the raw update for chapter 59 will be tomorrow at 10 or 11 PM (KST) and i'll buy the access right after it goes out tho i don't understand korean. i'll be using google translate but it's not accurate, will be waiting for the english update here at mangago.
I think I'll do the same(GT from raw scans). But I'm not buying it if they have sex...
i'm losing my hope lol. i srsly think that she'll end up with huilin but i don't think it'll be effective since we lost 50+ chapters to indicate huilin's character development. they could've shown it earlier, so now i'm struggling to know who ends up with who.
the author emphasized jaehee's reaction in chapter 59 in his tweet yesterday. a huilin stan sent him a message on peing and he replied "it shows how special haerim was to jaehee, but how will jaehee come out? the next chapter will be interesting." something like this. i'm on 50/50 here considering that jaehee might also push huilin and talk to her calmly.
Don't, we talked about too many things that were hinting Huilin/Jaehee is not possible, you gotta hold on to that <3
The only thing I fear is that they still have sex or something before they definitely part ways, that would break my heart for Sulhwa... But shot author is that sadistic.
no shot* typo....
oh fuck that would be so messed up !!! THAT ONLY MEANS THAT THEY'RE REALLY HAVING AN AFFAIR
it will also contradict everything that jaehee said to sulhwa and herself before. back before she confessed to sulhwa, she told herself a promise that she won't be selfish anymore because she might hurt sulhwa again if she does. she even told herself that she can't make the same mistake again since sulhwa was so hurt when she called huilin when she was drunk in the early chapters of Lilith 2.
Yeah but what if Jaehee breaks her promise > realize she's not worth of Sulhwa > decide she won't be in relationship with anyone until she gets hold of her life.
That's what I rationalize Jaehee cheating on Sulhwa
or breaks her promise and goes back to having diff. play partners again, but can she really handle it when sulhwa chose to leave?
but that's where it might go if she ever cheats.
As the faithful puppy she is Sulhwa will never really leave, she'll always be around hoping her master decides to take her back, she'll the the countless amount of partners her Master meets with, then one day when she's completely drunk and about to fall back on a pack of trash, Sulhwa will catch her and then bring her back home.
And then this time they get together for good .-.
Look how hot Sulhwa is and she never had any girlfriend, she remained in love with Jaehee since childhood, never broke her loyalty to those feelings.
This level of dedication is truly the one of a faithful puppy to her Master, she'll NEVER leave lol
lol. thinking about what might happen is making my head throb. i just wanna know who jaehee will end up with. i'm gonna drop this once i have a firm clue. also, i wanna see jaehee's final decision. that being said, i'm hoping to see a FINAL one from her. a decision that will end every drama between the three of them. she's so inconsistent that i'm still worried her final decision might change lmfao
yes. jaehee is her first everything. tho i wish jaehee wouldn't take advantage of sulhwa's love.
also, when will huilin learn a life's lesson here.. i never saw her realizing something that may push a character development. it'll be unfair if things go her way when all she ever did was manipulate everyone.
That's why she'll fix things up and choose Sulhwa, she went on this path for some time now, and it's too late to break everything again(would be 3rd time ?) and have her redeem herself by the end of the story, no time....
however i'm gonna take a break from thinking about the bloody outcome because you'd see me irl right now I'm laughing for no reasons I think it's getting to my head HAHAHA holy shit bloody love triangles
e x a c t l y, she needs to be slapped first, then left, then have young talk to her for a few hours about how she needs to get hold of her life and stop controlling people's lives then slap her then have sulhwa give her the look while she hugs jaehee, then slapped again and I' think we good
ngl we're the same i'm giggling for no reason. i am trying to hold on to what you told me cuz i too am hoping for jaehee's change. it's so tiring to even think that she'll give in to huilin again for the nth time.
i want her to at least go through the stage of acceptance. she's been stuck to jaehee her whole life while jaehee's going in and out of new relationships. ://
YO I JUST READ THE RAWS AND HUILIN TRIED TO RAPE JAEHEE GOD. SHE ACTUALLY REMEMBERED SULHWA!!!!
and another cliffhanger
fuck
i think jaehee told huilin that she doesn't want to see her anymore.
I just want sulhwa to beat the fuck out of her now, this is so wrong wth......
thank god Jaehee actually stood up against her and said they were over but i'm having mixed feelings rn, there better have some insanely wholesome chapters after to cleanse all this shit...........
sulhwa/huilin ending is definitely out now, I guess that's a little victory
I'm re-reading it again, it really lacks grace and deepness I'm really disliking it more and more...
wdym? is it because of what happened to jaehee?
(I think I got a little carried away with my thoughts here, sorry for the long ass text lol)
Nah, I'm actually welcoming any kind of abuse if it serves the plot well and is really adding something. For example when Sulhwa lost her shit, I think it really added to the character, she wasn't exactly that fragile puppy who wouldn't ever betray her master anymore, and we learned another face of her.
But here first it doesn't add much to Huilin except the fact she's lost in her life but we already knew, but even without considering that, the whole thing seem so rushed :
<Jaehee wakes up to Huilin in trance trying to roleplay with her(wait what ?) and sexually assault her>
<Jaehee suddenly realize in about few seconds she doesn't want to hurt sulhwa anymore, that she doesn't want to give in this drug anymore(that was quick all of a sudden..) and she tries to run away>
<Huilin smiles like the villain of a fantasy story, and grab jaehee preventing her from escaping>
I expected more maturity, it doesn't mean less evilness, just more maturity and complex resolution..
From everything that happened what for me was logical to happen and should have happened is after the kiss Jaehee and Huilin to have a serious talk, Jaehee realizing how much Huilin loved her and was attached to her, while she(jaehee) was only thinking about herself.(That would have cleared the huilin/jaehee ending and give huilin stans justice, rather than putting the whole character in the ground)
She would have been lost and confused, the story continues, but eventually she realizes she cannot be with Huilin because what that wouldn't been true love feelings but rather possessiveness, that's why Jaehee left her the first time and I wanted her to really word it this time, to tell Huilin it.
Then maybe Huilin could have gone a little bit crazy and try to bring her close and kiss her then Jaehee would slap her and Huilin would come to realisation how messed up she turned out and would apologize and left her alone.
Then Jaehee would have went back to Sulhwa and she(sulhwa) would have noticed she was really depressed, Sulhwa being a a little immature and insecure would start yelling but Jaehee would this time be the mature person and tell her everything that happened.
Sulhwa would be out of words, realizing how stupid she was to raise her voice, Jaehee would appear finally mature and having the higher moral ground.
And then their relation would only go for the best from here.
That's just an example of what would have been a more mature story. Rather than Warlord Huilin suddenly raping her, and seemingly being completely crazy, like wth it's not some japanese shonen...
To put it more clearly : I'm sad Huilin character ended up that way, she had some kind of mysterious mature aura before, now she looks like some dumb "eViL wArLoRd eDgIe" typical shonen character.
I'm so disappointed. I want Jaehee x Sulhwa but I actually liked Huilin character a lot and now not anymore it's completely ruined
Like please, Jaehee waking up to Huilin biting her breast, LOL
I'm still gonna read cause I have faith the author is just bad at resolving complex and messed up characters like Huilin, but knows better how to write other things.
Some of the previous chapters were really god-tier I loved them so I have some faith left.
hm, i totally get it. i liked huilin too, and we've been reassured because jaehee finally said that they're over. although, huilin doesn't seem to like that decision as to why she reacted that way. still, she became a fucking rapist in an instant.
i was also expecting them to talk it out, but maybe jaehee will slap her in the next chap. that might be the moment where huilin will wake up and realize that she did something awful, and maybe the talk will also take place. tho i'm really worried cuz she left a mark on jaehee's boob. if sulhwa sees that, she might act on an impulse. it's best for jaehee to inform sulhwa abt what happened so she won't act hastily.
She already slapped her in this chapter and Huilin still didn't wake up, I guess she can slap her again....... but well, it's kind of boring.
"i'm really worried cuz she left a mark on jaehee's boob. if sulhwa sees that, she might act on an impulse."
HAHAHAHA wait if after Warlord Huilin we get Warlord edgie Sulhwa I'm really going to lose it.
still.. who is the endgame...
Definitely Sulhwa. The only reason it wouldn't be her is if Sulhwa is deemed insincere. That's the only possible way out of Sulhwa x Jaehee, there hasn't been any other reason hinted before.
Why does Sulhwa love Jaehee, why is she obsessed with her. Is it really love ? If it isn't, then they don't end up together, if it's they do.
But remember chapter 23 from Lilith 1 ? I feel like when someone exterior claim something about another character, in such confident stance, it means it has to be true. If her friends said her love is sincere I have no doubt it is.
So I don't see any other ending than Sulhwa x Jaehee
i'm really scared to hope. what's exactly the reason why sulhwa came back to jaehee in the first place? it quite intrigued me.
Agreed! You said everything I wanted to say but conveyed them better !!
Ahh that makes me happy to hear that, I'm not a native english and I fear sometime I'm not conveying my thoughts as I'd like in this language. If it reached you then I'm happy.
because she's DESPERATELY in love with her since her childhood, Jaehee is her hero, and Sulhwa feelings froze for her and she won't be looking at anyone else but her <3
I wanna find back the chapters where we see her interaction with jaehee during her childhood, and when Sulhwa speaks about it ._.
i think it's on lilith 2. the part where sulhwa explained how she fell in love with jaehee. try to look it up in the same page as the sports event where jaehee was slowly realizing that she's falling in love with sulhwa.
You see, that's what I mean when I say you know this story fucking well, and I don't understand how while knowing this story like that, can doubt the ending can be anything else than Sulhwa x Jaehee HAHA
Totally agreed!
lilith is the only story that i've been focusing on. i got hooked so much that i can't even drop it anymore although that's originally my plan: to drop lilith.
hey, i kinda wanna know if jaehee just hit huilin when she ran away. there was a sound effect..
When Huilin was forcefully kissing Jaehee, that was definitely a hit.
I wonder what was the "thud" on the last page though, it can't be another slap(repetitive) and if it isn't I can't see what it is. It wouldn't be Huilin hitting her that would be too much. And there's none else around, during the night.... Really getting me curious
I’m disappointed in her this chapter too. I hope she redeems herself in the future. I hope Jaehee is able to knock some sense into Huilin. I think it takes a strong Jaehee to deny Huilin. And maybe Huilin could give up her pursue when she final face a changed JH and realized she has no chance. I really want to see a character development for Huilin. She needs to learn a life changing lesson so she could go on a journey to find her soulmate. We need a side story for her .
that's what i am hoping for huilin. jaehee needs to tell huilin directly that she doesn't want shits with her anymore. huilin needs to realize that jaehee have buried their past already.
Maybe she'll get with Young lol.
No both need someone new lol
Young knows what she wants and certainly it’s not Huilin. Our Queen Huilin needs someone a bit similar to Sungji (WDTFS).. someone who comes from a loving family and has a lot of love to give. Huilin needs a lot of loving to blossom.
fr tho huilin might actually end up with hee-kyung's little sister. the blonde one.
hey i've seen someone on facebook talk abt jaehee's feelings for huilin. she said jaehee still loves huilin but is eaten by her guilt for sulhwa.
You see, we talked about how Jaehee was only using Huilin as a drug to escape reality. And that eventually she would have to stop avoiding it and face it.
And what is dragging her to face it is 1/ her guilt toward Sulhwa, she feels bad for hurting her, and because (2/) she loves Sulhwa she will become a better person for her sake.
That's how I see it. One could say she just feels bad, without the love feelings, but I would say that person forgot every chapters in which Jaehee actually say she loves Sulhwa and actually act like she's the most happy when she's around her.
About her loving Huilin, please hahahaha, you gotta me kidding me. "Huilin listen to me carefuly. We are over"
Pleaseeeeeeee, at this point anyone thinking she secretly loves her is a complete delusional
I can't even remember when Jaehee actually showed she was in love with Huilin, lust and love are very different.
The only time where she did was during the flashback when they were students and before they would start their roleplaying.
But something broke and their relationship was no longer one of love anymore, and wasn't depicted as one ever again in the story, or maybe I'm forgetting some parts ? But I really can't remember.
Also, it really doesn't look like Jaehee is only acting up now because she feels bad for Sulhwa.
The way she looked determined when she told Huilin they were over, she really looked like she wants to be someone worthy of Sulhwa, like she wants to do it for her sake, not just because "oh I feel bad, mama sorry huilin we gotta hold on one sec til I clear my remorseful mind"
damn it. they're actually mistaking the part where jaehee said that she's using huilin as her getaway vehicle. they thought that part was to showcase her love for huilin, also the part where she was drunk and she suddenly recalled huilin consoling her in chapter 58 before she was kissed. and even if jaehee is really in love with huilin, how could she tell her those and think abt sulhwa in the middle of the scene instead of giving in? knowing jaehee, she could just give in without thinking abt the person she's in a relationship with just like during her previous relationships where she also cheated. but nope, she thought abt sulhwa and rejected huilin which is something NEW for both huilin and jaehee.
yeah. the fact that it's the very first time that she rejected huilin speaks the truth already. that scene was new to us. i just wish she'll remain consistent about her decision and stop huilin.
"they thought that part was to showcase her love for huilin"
this non-sense is hard to read honestly.
"she thought abt sulhwa and rejected huilin which is something NEW for both huilin and jaehee."
Yeah, it's new but it was already on its way. In chapter 25 after Jaehee had sex with Huilin while being sex-buddy with Sulhwa, and Sulhwa finds out, she says in her head :
""I wanted to escape from reality. I didn't want to feel so alone. So I only thought of myself and acted selfish. I can't make the same mistake ever again""
And she promises she will change, for her. She couldn't have cheated on her in ch 59. When she wants to forget it all she starts feeling alone, because anyone remind her of her responsibilities so she avoid them. Where as Huilin tells her she will never remind her of them.
If was in love with Huilin, she would not go to her when she feels like she wants to escape reality, it would be the exact opposite...
Oh she will.
I think she will recomfort her though afterward when Huilin finally wake up from her trip, but Jaehee will deffo remain consistent from now onjavascript:;
absolutely. also, if jaehee is still in love with huilin, she could've realized that long before sulhwa came into the story. huilin herself stated that it wasn't the first time she's been with jaehee even though jaehee has a lover. so they've been cheating back then, which might have gave jaehee the time to realize her feelings to huilin but to no avail.
jaehee never had that "guilt" in the first place. she cheated multiple times but why is she stopping now? it's not because of her guilt for sulhwa. she could've gave in even if she's feeling guilty since sulhwa is miles away from them and the person right in front of her is huilin but nope, she didn't. that's clearly not guilt. that's much deeper than it. who the fuck would reject the person they "love" so casually without flinching face to face while thinking abt another person who is currently miles away from them?
if jaehee still loves huilin, she could have gave in right at that moment. some are thinking that guilt is what jaehee feels towards sulhwa but jaehee never had that "guilt" in the first place. she cheated multiple times before in her previous relationships so why is she stopping now? clearly, it's not because of guilt.
if she is still in love with huilin, her supposed guilt towards sulhwa who is not with them at that time would be nothing. she could've accepted huilin without thinking abt anyone else but nope, this is the first time that jaehee fought back. why the fuck would you reject the person you love so casually without even flinching face to face while thinking abt a person who is miles away from you at that very moment? that's not guilt! that's so much deeper than guilt. she chose sulhwa.
oh i thought my first reply was deleted so i sent another one. please ignore the second reply omfg i just repeated what i said
" that's clearly not guilt. that's much deeper than i "
thisssssssss I said guilt earlier because it's what only what seem apparent, but it's not really guilt, she just wants to be worthy of Sulhwa in my opinion.
"who the fuck would reject the person they "love" so casually without flinching face to face while thinking abt another person who is currently miles away from them?"
no one does that clearly. you can say guilt can do that but once again.. We're talking about Jaehee here, guilt wouldn't have been enough to prevent her from sinking in again. It has to be something way stronger.
fuck i cant wait to see their next interaction together(sulhwa/jaehee) .-.
haha no worries
i want to see jaehee and sulhwa flirting with each other again. i want to see them happy.