OK yeah I'm dropping this. The story is bland and the same old same old and I can predict what the next 40 chapters are going to be like. The MC is the kind of character that you just can't root for. Not saying the ML was perfect but (and maybe the translation isn't the best) he wasn't so horrible. Also you have the audacity to be pissed when you hid the fact that you were the one who slept with him. Also this author is a prime example of why the misunderstanding trope is such a turn off. It can definitely be executed well but 90% of these BL authors are terrible writers and you have to be at least a decent writer to pull off the misunderstanding trope without making your readers roll their eyes. The MC is probably gonna keep getting sick and will be told he needs the Alphas pheromones. The ML will have a chasing arc where he doesn't fully understand that he's actually in love with the MC. More than like family expectations are involved and the root of why the ML has been an asshole. MC life with be in danger ML comes to the rescue, they make up, and live happily ever after. The end.