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i need recommendations of bl with this kind of tension, i’m going insane for their relationship ╥﹏╥

Okay so I need to add a bit of my words here since this manga is my favorite bl and i hate to see how misinterpreted the characters are. I resonate a lot with Lyle since I was like him in my first relationship. I know what it means to worry and overthink about your partner and what they think, or struggle with expressing emotions. But it doesn’t mean he is immature because of it how people say. He had a little to none autonomy of his body since he was born, he saw physical touch as something of duty. But Ash brings out of him the pleasure and the happiness that touch and intimacy brings. He starts to learn how nice it is. Not only Ash takes it slow, but he always reassures him and gives him space. He challenges him by bringing out his own kinks seeing how Lyle responds to them. And he likes it, you can see it in the way he reacts and how he speaks about it in his mind. Even though it tires him out he likes the intimacy between them and how ash treats him. So no he is not naive, like someone said, that Ash is just using him. He is a big ass man who can think for himself, he knows what he’s doing and what he’s getting into. If he didn’t like Ash and how he acts he would not date and certainly not agree to living together. The fact he thinks about marriage says a lot as well. And even if he acts innocent near Ash it means he’s feeling safe, that he trust him enough to show it, since most of his life he needed to be always composed and strong. That means it’s a healthy relationship when you can feel vulnerable around your partner. It doesn’t mean one is using the other, it just means that they love and respect each other. The fact that Ash starts also slowly showing his full self demonstrates how he trust Lyle to make him see for who he is completely. And I think that’s beautiful, how they are able to do it because most people in relationships restrain from doing so in fear of rejection. So in conclusion I don’t know how people misinterpret this awesome story and characters, simply putting Lyle as a naive and innocent person while Ash is just using him and being a red flag. Thank you for coming to my yappersvile.