a guardian repeatedly told me that if I want them to take care of me I would have to let them take charge of everything in my life because apparently without them I am nothing and will never get far in life. I was really young when I first heard this but I still feel this dependency that is inexplicable (￣ε(#￣)Σ
little big brother gyuyoung is my role model because if my parents left me with my younger sibling, i think that would be the last time they see either of us alive LMAO
im hoping that his body is in a coma or something and that his soul just went somewhere or that his soul can stay with mc. I don't think i can handle another angst ┗( T﹏T )┛
