bro i thought that charcoal or wtv his name is was gonna bottom
Also adding onto this; The worst ‘bl’ (if you can even call it that) i have ever read.
Spoilers ahead
Basically, when juyeon was in middleschool, he developed a crush on jiwook, who was homophobic, it didn’t go well and jiwook SA’d him along with other men iirc, uploaded the video and also shared it to juyeons mom who ended up being admitted to a psychiatric ward. Later on, jiwook is involved in a fight that leads to him getting brain damage and losing all his memories along with what happened between him and juyeon. Jueyeon visits him in the hospital after another character, wojin iirc his name (this character is the one who caused jiwook to lose his memory and he is also jealous of jiwook) tells him he was admitted, here juyeon decides to get revenge on jiwook and thats when he begins to plan, When jiwook remembers what he did he apologizes to juyeon and basically gives in and accepts what he deserves (i don’t remember specifically what, i mostly skimmed the novel since it was too brutal and had more rpe scenes than plot.) Anyways to cut it short, Juyeon has Jiwook gangrped multiple times, forces him into full on submission and continues to abuse him. In the sides jiwook starts hallucinating and attempts to take his life and in another side he commits sexual acts with a dog which is genuinely disgusting and shows the author needs their hardware checked. I regret ever reading this and id advise you to steer away, this isnt a love story, this is just the authors fetishes into one disgusting piece.