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People are getting some incredible service from this site, and I would like to find out how. So, questions ....

1. Apparently, there is an update email notification service. Or so someone said on another comment thread. How does a person sign up for that?

2. How do we search through the site using the tag functions?

i need a story thats going to make me cry.....

Do you guys know any girly cute seme ? (=・ω・=)

The sensei character is pretty odd. He doesn't really make sense. If he hired the guy to keep him occupied, and it worked, why bring it up at all?

I think there is something a little more subtle in Kurose's speech than it sounds like.

"I came to love Shirotani-san ... It's because Shirotani-san has mysophobia."

Shirotani clearly interprets that to me that it's his mental illness that attracts Kurose, and in that case, how would it serve Kurose's agenda to cure it, but Kurose is aware that Shirotani thinks he's dirty because of some past trauma involving his father. Maybe the attraction is about getting Shirotani to accept the fact that he has already "been defiled" or "warped" (in the language and self-talk of a mysophobe) , and that he can't change the fact that this happened to him, but meanwhile, the world hasn't ended, he hasn't died and he is loved and desired ... in spite of being "dirty" and "warped". Acceptance is the first part of working through a condition like this.

"I can't help but get excited by you getting warped and you accept no one else but me."

What Shirotani thinks is warped — ie.., sex — isn't, but if he persists in thinking it is, Kurose will still love him all the way through it. That's the biggest love confession a person can give: that they are willing to love another, warts and all.

"The feeling of not wanting to hurt Shirotani-san and the feeling of defiling you so badly are both existing inside of me."

Well Kurose doesn't see Shirotani as defiled at all. He is, after all, Kurose's ideal. He loves him and doesn't want to hurt him, but also desires him — the fulfillment of which Shirotani sees as defilement. It isn't. All Kurose is saying is that he wants to break through that blockage that Shirotani has which prevents him from enjoying human touch, specifically Kurose's touch.

We can see it is Kurose's action. If he didn't care, he would've used Shirotani to get off in spite of Shirotani's misery. Instead, all he has done is help Shirotani to get off.

why is everything so gay?