this is so fucking infuriating, how much can i say on here before i get banned bc i got a lot to say
10/10 read but im already lowkey abt to kms w every passing day so if ur on my boat, DONT READ
i get so engrossed reading this and i’m not in the right mental space to handle this, this chapter was so much and the implication of grape to manipulate him like he always does. i’m actually so sick on everything i love my stomach is churning
i applaud everyone who read through the whole thing bc i stopped reading 2 chapters after the time skip and just read the final chapter and idk, this whole story just felt like there was so much but so little happening at the same time??
also call me woke but i feel some type way about how this was supposed to be a “bl” story but ended w a hetero couple
i like that they didn’t make him automatically enjoy the sex JUST cause he’s the bottom and so the author can “progress” their relationship! ntm it makes sense bc he had been rejecting it this whole time so for him to initiate it made this more intimate (≧∀≦)
i LOVEEEEEE the part where you can see a clear dynamic change in their relationship, black haired is clingy and brown haired is “dominant” (forgive me for still not remembering their names despite me re reading sm times) anyways omg i js love them sm for ever in the life
they’re so great for each other cause they both actually enjoy and crave each other
i stopped reading at chapter 17 bc i couldn’t stand how possessive the top was (tho i understand that was his whole thing ig) and i HATEDD the way the mc acted too everyone says they really enjoyed it but idk this js wasn’t doing it for me
He starts that way because that's how he's written in that books universe. He does learn and do better. Not perfect but much better. Our adorable pink hair uke is patient and tolerates some stuff and puts his foot down with other things. I find it interesting them trying to fight his nature.
hmmmmmmm ok u convinced me i’ll pick it back up thanks for being so respectful abt it too, i was scared i was gonna get dragged for this comment
i wouldn’t mind it being fast paced if it didn’t feel like context or more scenes were missed like idk if i’m explaining myself right but i feel like they could’ve added a transition scene or perhaps it was missing extra scenes, felt like it js jumped to the next thing but i still liked it(≧∀≦)
i think ppl r missing the point. consenting does not mean it’s part of purity culture. yes he may like that freaky in my sleep thing but it’s the principle of it. the seme doesn’t know him well enough to know that he would like it so imagine he didn’t. and also, he went against his moral code bc he was seduced by a sleeping person who had no reaction nor resistance to what he was doing, does this not seem odd to yall?? like bye, if that’s what he wanted, to be fondled in this sleep then ig kirk but otherwise it’s weird
This is not the first time people turn to blind eye when it comes to weird male leads in bl, like codename anastasia for example.. I'm not surprised many people don't find it weird and icky