Mellow

He wants to be together but he is not confident because he is afraid Yiyoung will leave him if he find a handsome young guy. I feel sooo bad for director Kang. In fact he is so soft inside. And let's not forget that every woman he dated in the end left him because they had something else more important . He never was the first priority to them. He kinda thinks Yiyoung won't lose anything if they break up.

Yes! You're so right!

He didn't want to say it. He was pushed to get drunk, accepted that his boyfriend wanted him to get drunk, and so he did. He got drunk and probably wouldn't have said what he said if he was sober.

I'm not gonna hold that against him. Kang is so used to not being put first by his girlfriends that he's choosing to enjoy his time with Yiyoung while he can, without hoping for anything long-term.

Did you miss the HUGE fact that Kang has ALWAYS been dumped by his partners?? XD
I suppose you also never heard of being drunk and not putting your thoughts into the right words as well as someone actually having an inferiority complex or similar problems that make them say these things?

Kang said it himself; first relationships hardly ever last. To top it off he knows he's the odd one out in terms of choosing partners, it's more likely a young partner will get tired of an older partner when they have no experience yet to begin with.

These conversations happen ALOT in real life. Like it or not, this is a natural thought for many that feel like they are not worth much or get dumped alot. This is not a person thinking they do not want to stay with the other longterm, it's based on past experiences manifesting as worries, things they see as normal and even trauma in some cases.